In this moment of now..

In this moment of Now; one most look around and wonder.. What is this existence all about?

Why is everyone so fixated upon the dollar? Why does everyone thrive to control one

another? Why are we being programed as children in our schools to study really hard to get

that piece of paper so that we can in turn study even harder to get another piece of paper.

So that eventually if we are lucky we will get that job to give us that dollar that

everyone is chasing. Then we have that house with that white picket fence and the SUV in

the driveway. But to keep that beautiful illusion alive; one must work and slave their

passion away. There's no time to take a step out of that box that we created for ourselves.

In a blink of an eye our youth has faded away and we have became what we dreaded. We have

forgotten what beauty truly lies within this existence. We are all so caught up in our own

dramas. We have forgotten how jaw dropping the sun rise is. The sound of the river rushing,

the birds singing. The excitement of watching your very own vegetables grow. The smile of a

child with all of their innocence. The unconditional look of love in the eyes of your furry

companion. The smell of the mountains after a cleansing rain.

i had forgotten the true sweetness of being alive. I spun around for a tremendous amount of

time playing with my own drama. of course i thought the "drama" belonged to everyone else

around me. I guess i most have truly forgotten it was my own. Thankfully i awoke from my

own self imposed hell. We all will when it is our time. I have been kinda on the down low

for a little over a year. i mean i did meet the most amazing person at the time i went into

hiding. and well i have grown dramatically over the course of this moment that i have been

living with this amazing soul.

I guess i just wanted to say thank you to a number of you whom went through my dramas with

me. To say the least each of you taught me a true aspect of myself. I learned to love every

piece of myself through each and every one of you. I had many masks that i learned to drop

by my side. i hope one day each one of you will hit this moment of true bliss within

yourselves. Each of you are so beautiful and powerful all in one that it doesn't matter

what anyone says. Learn to recognize that true aspect of yourself. I loved each of you so

much because you reminded me of my true self. One day when you look in the mirror, you will

remember that great power of your true roots. My friends that will be the day that we the

people take our power back from our govts.

But first we must remember our roots. We are pure reflections of one another. when you look

in the eyes of another, remember you are looking into the eyes of your own soul. The

biggest gift the universe gave us was each other. we are the messengers. Any question you

have asked the universe comes back to you in the form of another. We are spiritual beings

living a human experience. Step out of the box.. look around.. doesn't it seem like the

world as we know it is crashing down around us.

We are the next generation..We are the ones we have been waiting for. Why are we still

playing their game? shouldn't we all be ready to take our power back? We have given enough

to the masses. Now is the time to remember our passions... We all have great gifts to give.

Why not work with our energies?

Everyone must remember to take time out of each day. and connect within themselves and

stoke that fire within. bring your passions to the surface. be hopeful and remember we all

chose to be here now during this great change within Earth. Its time to manifest your

deepest desires and gifts that you brought to help change humanity's perception of life. Of

course we all have been different from the masses. If we weren't we wouldn't be able to

step out of that box and turn and look at it in a different way. Just remember we indeed

create our own lives. How do you view yours?

I would rather look at mine in a more positive light. and let go of societies doom and

gloom forecast. its mind control. change your thoughts..and then you change your own

reality. its pretty fucking cool if you ask me. My gift to each of you.. read my words with

and open mind and an open heart....catch the energy underneath and allow your soul to

AWAKEN..

Love my friends,
Shelly