Doo doo doo…

Hi guys! I’m Autumn.
I’m not really sure what to say here…What do you want to know?

I am unique. I walk my own path and create my own fortune. I enjoy being me, whatever that means.

I am just like everyone else. I have walls, just like you. I have secrets, doubts, goals, and fears. I laugh. I live. I fail. I grow. But none of this is new…

I don’t understand how it’s possible to dream of the future, or to hear prophetic words whispered in my mind, or to heal a headache with nothing but instinct and energy, or to project my thoughts, or to get “feelings” so intense that it’s like reading a book about the person/place/object, or to calm a terrified dog with a simple, understanding gaze. What is the energy I feel? Where does it come from? How does it work? How can the future be read when it isn’t certain? Why is it possible to communicate with anything?
These are all experiences I’ve had, but could never explain. I feel so young, and naïve—but that’s why I’m here. To learn. To grow.
I tried figuring all of this out by researching online…The problem with that is I have to sift through fact and fiction. I have no starting point, only raw experience. Even after I get through sorting out fact, fiction, and maybe, I still don’t have anyone to answer my questions. I don’t know anyone who can help me understand and control all of this…And to be honest, there are few people I would trust to do so anyway.
I’m not going to go into my whole life story (although I will tell you all about it if you ask). It’s just too long. And I’d start ranting. =b

I love, love, love to act, and dance, and sing—usually for no reason at all. =b Cuddling makes me very, very happy and life would be nothing without adventure! I crave excitement…Because frankly, life is way too predictable sometimes (haha). Experiences become too common and I need something new. Something spontaneous. Something…that would cause me to have to make up a whole new word just to explain it! =]
I can be a very childish thing, full of wide-eyed curiosity. I adore dresses as much as I adore exploring the hills. Sometimes I try to combine those two loves of mine, but it doesn’t usually work out to well thanks to the lovely barbed wire I have to scramble over. >.<

I love meeting people, and yet I can be surprisingly shy. It all just depends on the situation, ya know? It’s strange though. People tell me I’m intimidating. I’m 5’3, slightly underweight (despite my candy love and junk food diet), wearing a dress, and acting like a kitten—Where does the intimidating part come in? 0.o
Sometimes I portray a rather harsh view of things. I see things as they are—both good and bad. Balanced. Because I see both sides, the way I view things changes with my mood. Also, sometimes I’ll argue the opposite of what I think just to see if the person I’m arguing with can back up their side. I’m very open about myself, but my answers are usually extremely vague because I tend to be rather inconsistent. I do my best.

I am indigo…Although this is a new term that I’ve only just begun to apply to myself. I’ve been doing a lot of introspection, reopening areas that I’d had closed off. It was during this period of time that I came to realize exactly how well the term fit me. I thank the people that helped to guide me toward that particular discovery.

To do list: (in no particular order)
-Travel the world
-Learn to speak Latin, Japanese, Norwegian, and Cherokee
-Act on Broadway
-Act on film
-Act in the film version of a Broadway musical
-Stay at Kinnitty Castle, if I can’t actually afford to buy it
-Publish my first book
-Open a shelter for any animal that needs a home, or medical help, no matter the species
-Re-open my sight (which I closed off at a very young age for various reasons)
-Throw my high school graduation hat in the air
-Throw my college graduation hat in the air
-Understand “why” and “how”
-Bring balance to the world and its inhabitance

Unfortnately, I rarely come online, but I somehow manage to check my e-mail everyday...So feel free to send me a message at kittylovesfire@yahoo.com. =]

So that’s it, for now…What else do ya wanna know?