I am starting to have faith things will be worked out for me

Posted August 2nd, 2007 by Lulu
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dkartist posted a great article in Ascension which I just read
Here is link to it on Lightworkers
Ascension Symptoms by Karen Bishop


It is the best article I ever read about all the experiences I am having now. Mentally, physically, emotionally, psychologically. She talks about waking up at 3 AM. Eating all the time. Changes in dreams, even the kind of sleep I am having. She claims she is finished with all the symptoms and has simply arrived in a truly happy beautiful place. If this is true, I wish she had talked more about it. As I seem to be in both -- both a new place, plus I am still having most (but maybe not all) of the symptoms she describes. I highly recommend to anyone to read this article. It is great.


I wrote this comment in response, but when I tried to post it I got "page expired." This server is not a good one. However when I finished writing it, I thought I would post it on my blog too, because I give some of my own experiences in this "new reality" since the July shift. After I finished writing it, and reread it to proofread it, it seemed like I was having a new kind of faith that things would be worked out for me.


Any in any case, if anyone wants to read it, here it is


I can't thank you enough, dkrtist, for posting this great article Ascension Symptoms, by Karen Bishop


I understand everything she is saying, I am having nearly all of these experiences, I find it extremely interesting reading her reasons for them


It is immensely reassuring and encouraging to read this. I like her description of moving thru a tunnel. Just this morning, for first time, I too thought to myself "it is like moving thru a tunnel."


I also like it that she talks about the feeling that everything has come to an end. I too feel like I have arrived at the last page of a book. As if I have accomplished the big thing I was meant to accomplish. And I too was filled with intense longing to be Home. That longing has abated, as I am enjoying this new phase. It feels very light, and sweet. There is an effervescence to it. (A bubbliness).


I am starting to worry less, and have more confidence in this "new thing." I went to a dress store and selected a few pretty things marked down on clearance. It still came to more money than I wanted to pay, and she said the coupon the store mailed out would mean $25 off, and I should go home and look for it, she will hold the items for me.


I was afraid I had thrown it out. In the past they never let you use the coupon for items on sale. I looked in the garbage can first when I got home. Then in a big pile of papers on my table. I didn't find it.

The next morning I looked thru the pile of papers again and the garbage can again. But all very calmly and in relaxed way. Some serene confidence stayed with me, B>faith that I was meant to have my treats and would find my coupon. Even tho the so-called "rational" part of my mind said "you threw it out, forget about it, you can't have your treats."

I walked back into the house, and there was the coupon in an obvious place on my shelf. For no "logical" reason, I had held on to it.

And I notice in many small things and some not so small, I start to worry "what shall I do about it?" and then stop the worry "we are in the new reality, it will be worked out for me." And I go back to reading a library book on my bed, and enjoying myself.

Love, Lulu