A poem by a Lightworker alone and in absolute despair

Trust me when I say that I understand the pain that you all feel. Feeling such a deep despair was in preparation for my current mission, so that I do my best for you all never to feel that despair ever again.

The Abyss Within
[Written second semester of my senior year of high school back in 2004]

Staring into an abyss,
the void within
The free fall
into despair seems to be endless.

Repressed emotion
A poison for the soul
No cure to bring salvation
No remnant of the former whole.

Tension rising,
No valve to release;
Sorrowful emotion,
unable to vent, still displeased.

One peers inside,
sight gouged by pain.
Under a shroud, the soul
never sees the light of day.