Why were you there in my life when I was lost

Your eyes were lost as I held you
Your shoulders shook as I felt your feelings
You feel that you had to shut me away
You left me the way no friend should ever leave

You hated me. You don't care for me
You used me. You hurt me.
You treated me like a freak
You said I hurt you
You never gave me a chance.

The world around me is sunny
The sky around me never rains
The grass around me is green
The trees arround me are full of fruit.

What did you feel from me
Who did you run to
Why are you afraid
What hurts you
Why do you hate me now.

The world you created with me is broken
The land you wanted me to see with you is gone
The life you saw with me is never alive.

I will ask you in 10 years do you fear me.
I will ask you in 1 year do you hate me.
I will ask you in 5 years are you happy.
If you answer yes to any of this then I will leave.
I am nothing to fear. I answered your question.
You fell in love with me as much as I fell in love with you.
I gave you control and you would not take it
I gave you love and you ended it all
I gave you romance and you ran.
I hope that you find hapiness in the anger you caused.

You have caused me to question my gifts
You have caused me to fear my abilities
You have made me feel that I am not worth anything
I have felt shunned by the community
You caused a rift with friends
You scared people with things that happened only when I was with you.
Who are you
What are you
Why were you there in my life when I was lost