The Game of Duality

This game of duality we are part of, here on Earth, is simply the most beautiful Game of Life. Because it is nothing short of a game, and Life here has always been unfolding in that perspective. The Creator has infinite power and he is pure Love. Why would an all-powerful and loving being create souls, drop them on a planet to endure suffering. And accomplish what? Why would God create suffering for himself? Seeing his children suffering, why would he leave them to die? The "game of duality" is reflected in everything and every sphere and dimensions.
The concept of duality in spiritual terms has lots of names, and they all carry the same intent: yin-yang; pingala-ida; male-female, etc.
Those principles are also noticeable inside of our body. For instance, the left brain carries mostly the rational aspect of us, while the right brain is associated with creativity. I've also felt that you could also separate your body at your waist, your navel to be specific. Your upper body consists of your "elf" aspect; the gracious and public side. Your lower body corresponds to your "dwarf" aspect; the dirty job. If you stand in a lake up to the waist, (in transparent water!) and look down, you feel the connection. Your legs are the arms of your dwarf, your feet are his hands, and his head is the genital area. Without your feet, your head cannot wander around, and without your head, your feet wouldn't know where to go. The "elf's" responsability is to share with the dwarf; accept him as he is and love him with all its differences. The dwarfs needs to trust the elf and in that way, they both have to work together to grow together and share limitless possibilities.

Black and white, obviously, with the perception that in between exists not only grey, but the full spectrum of our colors. Polarities are what makes creation possible. Fear, or the "regressive" mind will tell you it is a competition, a confrontation, a possible war in fact. Well, we all know that we create the world around us.

There is an amazing meditation possible that I would like to share with you. It was a very significant step for me. Just by sitting on the floor, closing my eyes, using my imagination and emotions, I opened a special door in me, in the invisible realm, and started to cry in a very different way. My whole body was rippling, liberating years of pain. From that point, my body was lighter and my body felt new.

Well, here is an overview, but if you try, you need to generate your own story in that template. The most important thing is not to see, but to feel what it would be like. This meditation is biological, it concerns your own magic temple, your body. You find one of the most fascinating expression of our duality in the human conception. It is a wonderful story. Disregard any hard facts and statistics. Ride the wave of this story, just as a cartoon. Remember, we all come from from a single spermatozoon uniting with an ovum, male and female principle. You can twist and turn the story to "embody" both the spermatozoon and the ovum's perspectives.
Imagine yourself as a spermatazoon, suddenly finding yourself with millions more, rushing down a dark tunnel. Everyone around you rushes and fight amongs each other for the best spots. Lots of your "sperm colleagues" crash on the barriers and die. You finally reach a giant sphere where you finally see the most beautiful jewel you've ever seen. Now you understand the hurry! But you already notice some of your friends that are forcing their way in unsuccessfully. You slow down as you approach for it is magnificent; it is incredibly huge and luminous, and there seems to be a whole universe inside. You turn your head around and you see your small friends fighting each other to death, while others try to destroy the outside barrier to get in first. You feel sad for the wonderful Being that is there. It is so beautiful, it must not enjoy these dreadful attempts to steal its secret. All of the spermatozoon are doing the same thing, trying to show off their head and strength, while hiding as much as possible their little tales that could show weakness, and therefore eliminating them from the race. But you're not a warrior and never were. You feel ashamed. The beautiful Being must be horrified. So you drop out of the race on purpose, sobbing. You go around the Sphere to find a quiet place away from the war, and you notice a place where you could actually lay on the surface of the Being. So you lie down on the surface and purposely show your tail to the Being. You want to warn Her of the other's hypocrisy, you want to reveal their secret so that She doesn't fall in the trap. So you lay there and fall asleep.
Meanwhile, our ovum also has her own secret. In her core lies a part of what the spermatozoon are hiding. She wants the best one to win, but never expected such a war, and she is scared. They are small and do not seem to care for anyone but themselves. She knows very well that they are hiding their tails. If she opens up, they will instantly start seeing her "inside", making her vulnerable and less desirable. Few remain, but she won't open her doors. She then notices the little spermatozoon that seems dead on her side. She moves a little bit and discovers that he is actually sleeping, unworried about showing off his weakness. She calms down for a second, and opens up one door for him, to see if he will hide his tail or not.
As you, little spermatozoon wake up, there is less noise around you, and you realize you are on a thiner surface. You realize the Being is going to try to do the same thing with you, even though She is extremely scared. You go back to sleep to comfort Her and convey the message that "you come in peace". You have nothing to lose, since you already had abandonned your mission. And now, out of nowhere, comes this opportunity to actually be the hero that this lovely sphere is waiting for. You wake up again and you are again, closer to the interior of the Sphere. You start feeling like the hero, you feel a sudden euphoria rushing through your head, you feel all powerful so you stand up fast. At that point, the Sphere steps back a little bit, she is worried you might turn against her; she closes a little bit the surface.
You drop down on your "knees" and cry, overfilled with emotions. You feel you've failed Her. She is so precious, she is pure beauty, that even the smallest movement can scare Her. She is alone, and we were millions. She was in silence and stable; we came rushing, loud and fast. She is huge and could crush us if she wanted, yet we were the ones pretending to be the strongest. You continue crying as you lay down on te surface, determined to die there in failure.
Our ovum is not that scared anymore. She realizes she is attracted to those cute little beings that look witty and funny. If they wanted to be in peace with her, what a combination that would be. It would open up a universe of endless possibilities. They could have fun for a long time, exploring each other's talents and sharing together an unconditionnal Love. She turns back to that sole spermatozoon, away from the group, and he seems to be crying. She has done it previously with him and she is still safe, so she decides to open up, again, just a little bit.
At that moment, you wipe your tears and in the slowest of movements, you turn your eyes to the Sphere. She opens up while you are watching and now tears of joy are rushing down your cheeks. You promise yourself you will wait forever for Her to be ready. You will surrender to Love and trust Her with all you've got. Whatever happens happens! And the doors keep opening, and you cry more. But you don't move, you even close your eyes at times to thank Her from the deepest level of your Soul. You hope she knows that you will never let her down, that you will protect her forever.
Once you make that internal prayer, a door opens up right in the middle, pulls you in and shuts all the doors around. The screams and shouts of your former colony are disappearing as it seems the mission is now over. Lights open, and you find yourself in a human body, yours, in front of a mirror. You admire yourself without really recognizing yourself! You are inside a fantastic organic vessel, and only through those eyes, these two black holes, can you remember that it is you. Now you remember what the next step of the mission was, and you get ready for the Earth Game.
There is no definite ending to this meditation, as it goes in infinite .

I Love you All, my Family. We will march together to new heights very soon, to Total Humanity Era. Let us all create what Mankind has been designed to Be.

Alix Al'uha