tentatively tentatively with much love

i am learning i am learning i am remembering who i really am
yet so used am i to earthly ways, as foreign as they feel, i am used to my disguises and to be truly me is something tentatively done, in little pockets of safety such as this one where at least there will be love and support.
my name is ayla theurl i am an angel here on earth. many lives i have lived, having forgotten who i really was, much tiredness do i carry in this body from ages. and slowly i awaken to myself. my light i will see as much as i can bear, my love i will spread as much as i can bear this is in small steps as i get used to who i really am.
a cocoon of light and love is what i am able to see of myself; this body within it. i had forgotten i was more than this body and now it is clear; the body is a vehicle for experience, yet my consciousness is here, in my spirit, my light this purity so clear, unabashed, truthful, fearless, soft and strong.
my name is ayla, i walk among people on earth. and now that i have awakened i pledge with much joy to engage in the purpose for which i came. i am spirit awakener. i am soul protector. children, these children souls who are ready to awaken let me shine my light so you may see your step. whether they be in young bodies or old, awaken from your sleep and realise your divinity! that is my message my purpose. where are my fellow angels? come forth! quietly i gain strength, and surely my voice will become stronger, surer, and together we will create a storm!!a beautiful tempest of rising light and love and magnificence! the pulse of the universe finally throbbing here, through each soul as tears of open bliss flow through the air! now and now and now!
my greetings adonai dear lightworkers. i am joyful to be among you. great love cocreation bursts forth where you see it. adonai.