Good bye everyone!!!

I just post this on my blog, thought some of you may not read blogs so I post it here too.

Good bye everyone. I’ve made a decision after very long hard contemplation. I have to leave this site for good.

I hate to depart from some of you that I’ve grown to love so dearly. I’m glad to find you here and knowing your true soul. Knowing you is a great comfort for my confusing time. I have grown so much just because of you. You help me to see my path clearly.

Thank you Adeon for creating this place. Your purpose is met. You have built the field and the players came. It is now for you to be more active in the role of leadership. It is what you are here on this Earth to do. There are so many lost souls, weak souls and strong souls that need your guidance like I once did.

For a past 15 weeks, I have seen so much of the transformation of the site. At first it is the site for angels, some of the angels have flocked away; some still remain here until this day. I have never witness so much love in one place, tell you the truth that I feel uneasy to come because I feel that I was on the cloud nine the whole time. Then when World of Souls merged with Lightworkers.org, I’ve seen this site transformed into a place for spiritual seekers, a place that I seek. People come here to seek advices from each others, quite non-bias those advices are. And then at one point this site becomes so perfect. The energy actually very good and balance, you can feel very comforting to come here, a place of home. Unfortunately, that was a very brief moment. Then this site starts to pack with information. So much information that it makes you feels heavy. And more and more, this site becomes a place to store info. This site becomes minded driven instead of heart. Then advices become bias, mine is better than your, kind of. People get pissed off, people get frustrated, people leaved. And now it is my turn. This place is not for me anymore.

I don’t leave because I get pissed off or frustrated, I leave because every time I sign in my heart feel aching like something is not right for me. I carry this feeling for a few weeks now. I don’t know what causing it but I don’t feel like home anymore. When I sign off the aching feeling is gone, so I very much know that uncomfortable feeling coming from here this site. Please don’t feel offended for what I know very clear that you are not the cause of my feeling. It’s all me and what inside of my own heart. As much as I’ve tried so hard to release this feeling, it keeps coming. I was battle between this feeling and the love that I have from some of you. And now the decision has made.

Good bye all of you dearest souls. We will meet again, fate brings us all here and the same fate will unites us one more. I have nothing else but the feeling of love that I get from this site. I wish someone will take a leadership role of this community, without a leader this place will have no direction as it is going. For the newcomers, this is a good place to start with, my leaving has nothing to do with the site. Many good wishes to you all, as always GOD is in us.

P.S. I will remain here for awhile until all comments are dropped from this post. Then I will ask Adeon to remove my user account, so now and then you will still see my flower but I'm not posting anymore.