Changes

Feeling down on this day of sevens?! 3 steps forward, 2 steps back. Feeling the new energy all around and within, going to bed feeling loved and enlightened, waking up (sometimes) feeling lost, not wanting to rejoin with this body with it's sorrow and regret. Knowing that joy is the way to go, knowing that I am more than what I see in the mirror, knowing that this time is momentous, yet feeling sad, so sad. Other days awake with joy and love, expansion within. But some days, like today... Do not have the solace of others with like mind to talk to, my main comfort has been my animals (who I have related to more than my human friends) but they have all now gone to the other side of the veil and I miss them so much. I read your stories and most times feel encouraged, that I am not the only one going through these changes, but sometimes just feel so sad that I don't have these families and friends and insight enough to make me rise with joy always. Sometimes, these celebrations ring a hollow bell inside. Sorry for the seeming negative tone of this. My heart is open and full of love, just sometimes feel like the only one who isn't triumphing every day. Tomorrow is another day and I know all will be good. Am grateful for this place of love and good intent..