EARTH PARENTS.

ugh!

To know that they are not my real mother and father, and to realize that they are not transcending duality!

Dear god.. this is such a pain.

I just tried to talk to my mother and father about equality in the parent to child relationship, my earth father, (whom I'll actually just call stu) STU.. Chimed in.. He insisted that I am to be the parents servant.

And I said, I am no lesser and no greater than you, we are equals.

God, it went on for a few minutes, but it got to him beginning to flail his arms as if he was going to hit me and then I just walked off..

You can't fight fire with fire. Although at times my ego gets the best of me.

I guess I just wish my parents could love me and see me for all that I am.

I wish my parents were more like me, but they're not, they're new souls.. they don't understand it.

It bothers me.