Please send Uplifting energy

I've never done this before, and have mixed feelings about doing it now. Yesterday, I was completely knocked down by a visit to my doctor... biopsies, malignancies,etc. It came out of the blue. It amazed me how it threw me into a complete state of shock and fear. Still shaking. Of course, being the diligent Lightworker that I am, I know this has to do with old negativity/releasing patterns and all. Knowing that my thoughts and energy will determine my experience. The strange thing is that my MIND knows this, but my BODY is shaking and still completely in fear... primal survival stuff, I guess.

I ask for your uplifting energy, thoughts and prayers. I am trying to Own this fear, and surround it with love. I have no wish to dwell on this situation, but my body is really freaked out. Hard to read anything. Unfortunately, I do have to put this on the Western Medical path, because of some other medical issues. I am considering other modalities though, to do along with it.

I think of you all with the greatest love; I have heard your cheering voices already last night in my sleep. I wasn't wanting to really put this out on the forum, but it's still hard to hear my Inner Voice.

Thank you All!