Spirituality & it's effect on me
I have been going through such a spiritual awakening and it is a phenomenal feeling. It is as though I can feel the life in every living thing such as trees, plants, animals, insects, etc . . . I have never felt this before. Yesterday I was riding in the mountains and was looking at all the trees & plants and I could see which were thriving and which were sad. Some of them looked so sad. It was as if I could see their very souls. My vision and hearing are different now. Colors are more vibrant and I find myself having to wear sunglasses a lot because it hurts my eyes. My hearing is very sensitive. Even during the Global Unity Meditation I was very sensitive to the sounds of the Hemi-Sync. I am fascinated by what is happening to me, and also a bit frightened. As I was meditating during Global Unity I almost had an OBE but I became afraid and pulled away from it. I have realized that it is a journey which I must make and so I will attempt to make it daily. I was standing on my deck the other day which has a beautiful view of a lake and all the nature surrounding it. The deck stands about 3 feet off of the ground. I actually felt as though I could levitate off of the deck had I put my mind to it and I still feel that way. I didn't try it because there were others around and I didn't want to scare them, also I feel like I need to be alone the first time I do this. It's just something I know will happen. I feel so much energy on a daily basis and though it scares me I know that it is healing energy and I will overcome my fear. Is anyone else feeling like me? It is such an amazing feeling and I want to shout it from the rooftops, but a lot of people are afraid to hear it. Oh, I almost forgot. I have always had a bit of ESP. Not a lot, but I've always known it was there. Now it seems as though it is becoming stronger. It is still a bit weak, but I am having these experiences more frequently. I wish I could fine tune them. If anyone else is having similar experiences please let me know. I realize we are all on our own spiritual journeys, but a little support & guidance would be greatly appreciated.



