moonlight20

i wrote this in jan.,the night i wrote this,i had a brake thru...and i heard meaning voices i my head...i ended up in a phsyc.-ward for two weeks...

moonlight20

ive been on a wild journy all my life,but in 2000 it all came to a

head,my head.ive been trying to put it all into peacefull

harmany,a.k.a.LOVE.and
ive come to an understanding that there is power in thought.my battle

since 2000 has been in my head.ive exprimented with dreams,and not all

of them were of a good nature.evil lies within,ive realized to some

degree, that we create our own hell,first in our mental,then in the

physical,then perhaps in the spiritual.
i have been attacked by sexual neg. energy,and ive been helped by pos.

energy but thought it was neg. if when we feel something and it is sent

out as energy to everyone else,then the neg. energy is us attacking

eachother in an attempt to figure out something, that we are all

intimently connected "weather" we want to be are not,and if this is

so,and i know it is...how?
as i said, i experimented with dreams,i tried to con-troll people in my

dreams and can tell u i can dream just about what ever i want, ive

taken almost complete control over my dreams in that i can make what i

want to happen, happen...thus i believe some of the negs. you are

fighting come from me...i spend mounths locked in my room, dreaming

horrible and wonderful things...at the hight of my horror, i got

trapped in my on dream where poeple in my dream turned on me,the

monster i was projecting,and suddenly i felt as though i was under

spiritual attack,to the point that at times something was trying to

seperate my contiousness from my body,OBE...i fought and stayed...but

when all of that came to a head ,there were voices in my head telling

me to do all kinds of things,some say thay were deamons,some god,and

the number seemed to go up and down.i checked my self into a

psyc-ward...all the drugs didnt help.after 7 days they let me go,ive

grown spiritualy beyond my own understanding,if u know what im

saying...
so ive come to this, the voices were you,the collected contiousness of

those that oppose what i stood for, and i have been in an high form of

awearness and can feel the contiousness of the universal

contiousness.the numding,and energy,and voices good and bad...
so i came up with this to explan what i "fill/feel"...
all negs. are mis- understanding of exsisting outside the collective

good"or contiousness of the whole universe,to think that what i do only

affects me.history shows this wrong,so does spiritualilty.
we are all connected all the time in mind,body,and soul...
we are all working out the "salvation of every contiousness in the

universe"
so sometimes we "fill/feel"something mental(a thought from outta

know-where),phisical we "get/give"( pains that we cant

explain),spirirtual we "attack/heal" things we precive thru feelings

and understandings...
so i sumitt to u that if this is true,then all are problems stem from

what we belive,and are willing to belive about the collective

contiousness of the universe....universal soul...god...the higher

intellegence lives in side us all,and if we want to see the creater we

all need to look inside eachother,we can "feel/fill" him/her/it(the

great spirit)because god lives in us all,(spirirt)
now i purpose to all of you,the mind...
all join in "one mind"to know the creater(the great mind)
then comes the body,
we are all one body already we just choose not to except it...why?
so we dont have to bare the burdens of others...all those who we

conceder to be evil,are just as important as those who say they are

good...polar oppisits attract to meet in the middle,where

love,peace,and harmony exsist in "offend not,and be not offended,all

fall short of the gods glory,until we sacrifice self to god, we are

"ALL" sons and daughters of god,know you not that you are god...or
devine."

one mind,
one body,
one soul=devinity/devine

well,i wanted to see how many of you felt a truth come to life, to this
that i have said,
to me its a burden off my shoulders to know that "weather"i do anything
or not, i am affecting you,and you are me, so "know" that no-one is
perfect until we all make eacher perfect...then we can see the "great
devine."

P.S. since i am not complete yet,some of this might not be complete...
i love all,and wish you peace, love,and harmany to you, thru me,and

hope you do the same.....
-moonyblues

consciousness of love,harmony,peace,+ "us"= e=mc2...
universal picture...
mind...
body...
soul...
energy=mass+consciousness2(sideways8)