Forgiveness
This may be a little difficult but necessary.
If we decide to no longer be victims or stand in any other consciousness other than abundance we must decide to look truth in the face. No more hiding in the corner and covering our faces just waiting for it to go away.
This came about on the way home from a friends house after discussing why do I keep engaging in the ex 3d behavior (uses the kids to manipulate me) I could get angry (sometimes do) or could stop engaging just stop and let it die a natural death.
Any way that is not where I was going.... Thanks to mj's mayan link I realized that some of the key players in my life had agreed to in this life to be ANGELIC messangers. No body said that their actions would be angelic. Had it not been for their actions of deciept and manipulation or just plain negativity. I would not have been pushed to take a look at myself and ask what is going on with me that I am drawing all of this to me.
WHAT IF? What if I (in a moment of delusion) had written the script for them to follow and they are just playing their role to benefit ME!!!!! What if I wrote this play where all of those in my circle of influence made choices that caused me to question (then eventually REMEMBER) who I AM.
Then I would be forced to look on them with compassion and gratitude and release because the lesson is learned and their role is no longer of service. But would forgiveness be necessary that would mean that they did something wrong. And 5d is no judgement. Would what they did be "wrong" if I AM who I AM in response to the lack or victim or 3d behavior based in fear?
I choose now to speak in gratitude of all those whose actions have brought me to a place of compassion. In this life I have been blessed with much trauma to be able now to look at no one in judgement. It has taken a LONG time to get here but this is what the 5D is about. Looking on all with the light of CHRIST who judges none. and sees only love. Having said all of this I think I just really am having a difficult time saying goodbye for now the drama has at times seemed so REAL...but it is just drama. I AM Love. Growing everday not perfect until the 3d is no longer a part of our consciousness. Looking forward to the day that ALL THAT IS IS ONLY LOVE LET US CONTINUE TO CREATE A NEW REALITY
Love is ALL THAT IS
Jenn