I did not mean to scare anyone

With no intention was I meant to scare anyone. Sorry I havent been on line in a while and I am doing well. But I see white light know all the time and I think that I have fully crystallized. It has been an odd journey, but I dont meet enough crystals in real life. I have a great friend who accepts me for me and a supportive parent and my ciblings are fine. But its just me. I mean how do I accept being crystal.