Graduation Soon, me again. HELP PLEASE

Hi old and new friends. Graduating soon and being crystal is more appearant than ever. The loves that I have had have been due to the Twin Flame and dreams. But I am seeing a therapist and I am so confused. This is scary know because I am taking an anthropology class and I know that I was meant to take this class. PLEASE HELP THOUGh. I CANT APPROACH PEOPLE NORMALLY AFTER THIS. How do I deal with this. I would like to be a dolphin trainer but and am going to travel. But I need help with this. I need encouragement. I am going to publish I think. I cant approach women anymore and I cant approach men. Only academics and old people because I am so confused.