~~Wondering~~

As of today still feeling the intensity on and off. One minute it comes in with ease for a very quick time, and the next it is a "fear anxiety" gut feeling in the core. In all of my years thinking I have seen it all or been through alot, this one has a strong hold. I know I am the one who will have to work this out~And find the center in the storm and send it compassion and love~ Very hard thing to do right now~ As I said it comes in and out~ It is great that I have been blessed to work from home ~ Otherwise~I would not be much good out in the 3D world especially times like this one. The desire for eating food has returned~ although it is differently, Looking for lighter things such as Jello~salads~cottage cheese and fruit~lots of lemon water~toast~and still having bouts of "feelings" for chocolate(Gordiva) it has to be the good kind:) Weaving in and out of this is I think is good to share our darkest moments and Lightest ones. We have to have support in each other inorder to work through many "curves" in the road~ I know with extending ourselves out there it shows that we have support. Yes~ In the higher realms and here on our "NEW" plain as well.

Share your feelings, nothing is to small and certainly nothing is to big~ Come here and release and transmute the energy~ As I do that I am regaining strength~ As you will too:)

This place where I seem to be, is getting past the "stuff" and this is most certainly taking it's time:) We have to believe in the "Power" We have to know it is our birthright to use it, with Love and willingness~ I had read from one of the blogs here the other day~ That we hold "ourselves" back with obtaining success~ that we stand in our way because of "fear" of being successful< I have heard that before and I had felt, yes~ That is true, It is the truth, we still have parts of us that feel we have to settle for less~ Less on all levels~ and we should be a "marytr" in some way. We need to "gain" inner most certainly that means to gain in all ways and trust that we are ignited for purposeful reasons~
Much Love,
Donna