Age

Am so aware lately of members 'old' and new who are seeming so young but are healers, channellers, mediums etc etc etc. At nearly 49 I feel absolutely at a loss to see what I do/am. All these years of hard living, yet at 20 so many seem to have much more experience, knowledge and feel more spiritually evolved than I.
Am not complaining, belittling or feeling sorry for selve etc, find it rather amusing really.Have own 20 yr old goddess who with, occasional ego shrinking life throws at her, is great and quite amazing.Also there are some very young people on site that I am in awe of, feel are truly gifted. Irony is that I feel younger than I suspect many of the young indigo/crystal/starseed/earth angels etc seem to feel. Maybe I am wrong but I think us oldies have more of a laugh - even when we are being extremely serious - curious! - maybe it's the monty python in me! Interested to hear of veiws on ascension and fun etc. willow x