EGO...... IS NOT A DIRTY WORD

Hi Everyone,
I would like to give you another way of looking at the Ego.
Throughout the last eons of time th Ego has enjoyed the power of causing a war inside of us. He is the little voice that has caused us all to doubt our knowings, caused us to lash out with our tongues when we have had arguments. He is the one that we have seen sometimes in people and it hasn't been a pretty site. He's the one that has kept us from achieving what we want to be and what we are entitled to.

Over the years there has been many things written about Ego, and, that he isnt a very nice fellow. I have read about it and, have done a lot of the excercises, including when I hear this voice in my head saying "No you can't", "No, thats not going to happen" and then I would say. "Ego, I know your game an i am not playing it, return to the nothingness that you are". Yes i have been doing this for quite a few years. So, in actual fact I have had my own armagedon going on inside me, as I am sure a lot of us have had at some stage in our lives.

Then, one day at the beginning of the week, I sat and really thought about my life (as we all do ocassionally).
I thought about me and all of my aspects, the inner child, the inner adolescent, both male and female, the inner adults and grandparents. the Light side, the dark side and the Ego.
Then, a remembering from a long time ago came to me. Why the Ego was given to us in the very beginning. It goes something like this.

In the beginning, before we left God, He gave us Free Will, The Holy Spirit and the Ego.
Free Will.... to do and experience what we want.
The Holy Spirit..... to be the voice of God to advise us and to assist us when we ask.
The Ego......to protect us and to keep us safe from harm.
This is the Original Intention of these gigts.

So, on pondering this, I understand that as lifetimes turned into lifetimes and the Karmic Wheel turned, we forgot our connection to Source. The Ego got a bit power hungry you might say, and then, he became a control freak, and as we came out of th wilderness and began to remember Source and wanted to come Home, the Ego fought and fought and is still fighting for control. We read books and listen to people tell us that He is the one that leads us astray and we should not listen to Him.

Then I thought Wow what a powerful fellow this Ego chap is.

Remembering that one of my gifts that I have is to bring everything back to Pure Intention. I sa down and called ameeting with my inner aspects, God, The Archangels, The Karmic Boards. I sat and conducted a meeting and asked that they all de-programme my ego and re-programme it back to His Pure Intention from the very beginning and that all my aspects welcome Him with Love and Acceptance. Then I told my Ego that I loved Him and asked for his forgiveness for all the horrid things I'd said to him and all the places Id told him to go. LOL

WELL. Did That cause a huge shift in y Being. For the first time, I actually felt complete and at peace in my mind and in my whole body within about half an hour after I'd done this proceedure.

Now, a few days down the track, I still feel at peace. I have had time to understand that, yes, the Ego is a powerful energy, but instead of fighting with it, bring it to working with me in pure Intention.

After all, maybe if we did that, a lot of unrest, hate and wars around the world would turn into peaceful places.
As the war inside me, has now turned into peace.

So, dear friend, give it a try and I look forward to reading how this has changed or not changed you.

Maybe this is the Key to aleiviating the pressures of war, for as I understand it. If there is peace within then there is peace with out.

So, lets bring our Ego's home, like the prodigal son and love it, no matter what. Who knows what changes we will instigate by accepting and intergrating Him with LOve and Grateful Thanks for a job well done. He is a part of us given to us as a gift from God, so lets bring him home to us, so all parts of us can be returned to God, whole and complete.

Thankyou for reading this.

May the Angels of Abundance gently drop gold coins at your feet. Blessings from the crystal heart of Aventurine