Root Chakra speaks

Feel like crying, not the normal type but as if all my muscles and cells are trying to cry out and wring out whatever sadness and negativity remains. Weird sort of feeling, something to mark the times...
Lots of upheaval surrounding us, I have determined it is a parallel of all the inner struggles I have and am still going through. For me, not as definitive or as taxing as it once was and so I do see a light at the end of this long, long tunnel of regaining balance and peace.
I am feeling concerned about economics especially, and fancy I have a psychic notion that the predictions of recovery within two years...here in Canada that is the present news brief going on....are not going to work like that, this time but that the long predictedbreakdown is really happening. Of course, this sets off more old and almost incomprehensible feelings of fear that basic needs may be compromised. They never are for me so far, since I live in a basically affluent society and seem really to be on a path of emotional clearing and not on one of deprivation, but the feelings still exists. This has been going on for me for about a month now, especially strong since the last full moon cycle we just went through.
My feelings do match that which is explained in the various energy reports brought out by various people who work on that sort of thing; I am quite appreciative that there are self subscribed journalists out there who bring us this type of 'news'! Anyway, a rather sharp and insistent throbbing pain has accompanied me in the very lower pelvic area for about a month also, and I take it to be manifestations of my fear of basic survival. Am working steadily to clear this, and when the tide rolls high I feel as I do right now, like crying, only I cannot bring forth the crying impulse nor tears. But the rest of my body wants to let go and cry it out, so I am not certain if I am feeling releasing symptoms or still stuck tight and this is the beginning of a huge clearing coming on....
I can hardly wait sometimes for the next two years or so to roll by, just to see what will go on in our world. Watching with great interest the election process in the States...just the idea that there is both Feminine energy in Hilary Clinton AND spiritually minded energy for change in Barack Obama going on at the same time, points to me to proof of a new wave of healing energy and survival energy coming on. I would have thought that we would be lucky if graced with one of these energies for an election campaign, so I do see the benevolence of our Universe speaking to us in the present situation. The fact that each seems to be constantly on par with the other, with no clear winner or looser so far, seems to support this as well. I guess, we need not worry that the 'wrong' one will surface as President, for surely as in each of our lives as well, we will be guided exactly and precisely where we need to be.
Carry on bravely, as they say!