psychic surgery/attachment removal help please!
i'm trying to find a way to do some serious psychic surgery on myself. i'm a natural healer and have used an intuited version of polarity therapy in the past. here is the issue and i will try to be brief. i have this tether-like feeling on my right foot that sometimes travels up the leg. it feels like an invisible IV is hooked to my right toes and is introducing something to my system that i no longer agree to experience. it is very much like a bad cliche version of the movie The Matrix. i've read Lisa Renee's discussion of SPEs & for a short while i thought that fit the description as i have an old back injury that caused sciatica, also on the right leg, and she said they often attach to sites of trauma. i noticed this tether scenario is also interfering with some unusual breathing exercises i'm trying to work with.
anyway, here's what i've tried:
~sending liquid light power to the area, following it with my hand. in energy work i usu. get better results if i don't actually touch a person; with this situation sometimes it's more effective to touch the leg or foot, sometimes sending light anime-style works better.
~analyzing beliefs to uncover any old ideas that need to be released or realigned.
~visualizing my inner sun igniting & the energy uprooting every place this 'negative' tether-like force is holding onto.
~invoking the Mushaba force (this has literally made the attachment energy/entity squirm, so it's promising).
~asking Arch Michael and other beings of light who wish to work on my behalf to sever all energetic cords i don't consciously agree to have set up.
~did variations of 'get thee back Satan' (invoking the energy of sacred words since according to some folks spirits must follow such things)
the pain is usu. merely annoying (bc i've gotten used to constant, moderate pain by having a disc issue), but occasionally escalates. i am concerned that it may also be a manifestation/symbol of the main source of my feeling stuck...and it doesn't serve me to feel stuck. and i know i have enough power to sever any cords and/or neutralize whatever it is - i recently expressed online that i'm done with serving as food for entities (through fear). perhaps it's related, tho i think the problem has been there for some time & it's just become easier to tell that it's no longer from the car crash i was in a few yrs ago.
the unpleasant energy has a strong reaction to my saying "And So It Is" - esp when i say it 3x. also, more than once now i've been working on it and noticed a change in how things sound...my fridge has been making a loud noise lately & earlier tonight i was sending light to the area to create balance & the pitch of the electronic noise the fridge makes shifted. this happened at least 2 other times, and i think once it was a different machine that had a pitch shift but i'm not sure. maybe some of that sounds familiar?
i've done all i can think of...and i have almost no money (so rare these days!) to pay a spirit releasement therapist (i'd even be up for an exorcism if i knew where to get one). but i can trade services (legal of course) if there are any lightworkers who read this that believe they can help. i live in Tallahassee, FL and travel through Alabama and Mississippi fairly often.
also if you have a similar story, or know someone who's had a similar energetic issue, please share that also. thanks in advance for any & all advice.
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