Why have fear when you are everlasting?

I have recently been following Project Camelot and a lot of David Wilcocks work on my own quest to understand the reality that I live within.

On my journey understanding what is real, what is the need for negativity, and how it all fits within my world,

Along my journey I found information on the illuminati, and how they are preparing to control the world, you, and me, and how they decide who lives and who dies.

They are apparently building bases underground, and have been in contact with and continue to be in contact with aliens and probable future telling devices.

Well this all does sound, all sort of out there, and crazy, and it is that thought pattern that they rely on to continue with their control. I strongly suggest that you go onto these sites and follow up on all the information that is out there, in order just to bring awareness to what is going on.

However with this awareness comes a greater possibility of falling into the trap of fear. It is the trap of fear that blocks us from progressing further. I think its partly the reason that they are allowing this information to slip out a bit so they can control us through fear.

I fell into the fear trap on my quest to understand, but in facing it I was able to come to a understanding and place it in context.

I am writing this blog so those who are journeying into this realm of negativity and trying to figure out where the negative all fits in the grand scheme of things can hopefully sort of find a place for it.

My journey starts with fear that controls my life to the extent that I climb into my baby girls bed at night so that I am not so scared. I just love the way children have this amazing acceptance of things before their minds are messed with by the media and conditioning, and its in that acceptance is their power.

My fear was so controlling that I sleep with a night light on and insist people sleep over at my house, but I am coming to terms with it and I have found that it is linked to certain events that happened in my life as well as the media that I have been exposed to through out my life.

Everything we watch, everything we read, everything we consume just enhances on the experience that we are not individuals, that God can’t help us here, and leaves us feeling powerless, to the extent that it controls all of our lives in some way or another.

Each person who leaks this information out about the so called world order and the end of days 2012, we better get ready, they are all contributing to the state of fear its all over lightworkers.org, its all over the net, its every where in the media. We give our control away without even realising.

I got so caught up in the fear and anger that I found my self questing it all to hopefully bring myself to an understanding so I would be able to let go and forgive.

So I went on my quest which started with following questions.
1. If all is one and all is apart of creation and creation is love, then why so much hatred and pain?
2. If the neg is apart of creation then would that on some level make creation negative?
3. If Creation is an aspect of the Neg and the Good then what would the diff be?
4. Would neg and pos not on some level be the same?

Well these question were answered while reading the Law of One Book 2 Ra Material

According to the Ra Material the path of the negative is the service to self, the path of the positive is the service to others. This makes perfect sense but it still doesn’t answer my questions above, so I continued to read and found a part where the questioner was trying to understand the same thing I am trying to understand, the statement is as follows;

“Creation is a single entity or unity. If a single unity exists, then the only concept of service is the concept of service to self. If this single entity subdivides, then the concept of service to one of its parts to one of its other parts is born”

This showed me that services to others the path of the positive is expansion, expansion happens with free will, with choice, then on the opposite side would then be the negative path, the service self, is contraction, the consuming of growth, the removal of free will.

In the beginning creation became conscious of its self, conscious that it existed, WOW! What an amazing realisation, a realisation that you exist. We take it for granted, but if you truly sit down and think about it its powerful, its growth, it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling.

Iam real Iam conscious IAM. It was at that realisation the Source expanded grew and explored and continues to expand and experience, this information alone shows me that there is no way, no way at all that Source will not allow its self to return to sleep, no way it will even want to go back to a state of non existence, no experience, no love no joy, and its because of that reasoning that we will continue to expand grow and evolve.

2012 may come and go,Floods may come and go, Illiminati may come and go,earth quakes may come and go,BUT what truly matters above this all is the fact that you are conscious, that you are you, you are Source. It is in this knowledge, that we will always have the last Laugh.

New world Order 2012 please come on, fear what? What is fear when you have Ever Lasting Life

Peace and Blessing
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Go forward and just be AWARE, CONSCIOUS of who you truly are.