Please God help me I need a JOB!

Please God help me I need a JOB!
Where are you when I been praying,
I look for you, stay steady, and try to listen…
I do not see you, I do not hear your voice.
Its been a long time since I don’t hear from you,
Its been a long time since I don’t see light in my life
Why I am living, What do you want from me?
I want to feel I am needed, have some sence of worthdiness
I want to help others, I need a JOB!
Remember you always throw a miracle for me,
You always find the way to surprise me
I like surprises, why don’t you do it again?
I have pray to you many times asking you for this job
Many months has passed and got no answer.
I am desperate looking for assurance that everything will be okay
I want to feel good again… its seen stupid,
but not having a job take my selfsteem right to the ground.
I remind myself, don’t worry that’s my ego needing place.
I understand, please GOD remember I need to meet my basics needs
I already humble myself with many things and you know
What else you want me to know
Please test me! I think I am ready
God please don’t delay no more
I will be here waiting, for that special Job you have for me
Love, Rose