April happenings - restructuring your emotional grids!

Hi all

Rough ride the last couple of weeks. Major change is happening all over the world and we are standing on the side in utter confusion. What is going on and why am I feeling such intense emotion? Well last month major encodings happened in the water and air elements in our energy bodies. At some stages I really felt that I don't have a clue who I am. This feeling is still hovering and my human ego mind almost wants to label it as depression. The problem with this is that we are still just labeling and not really feeling. We are overwhelmed at this moment in time with intense new vibrations. The whole planet is busy breaking down old matrix patterns. We all are one and connected and these patterns also exist in and around our energy bodies. It is these patterns or energy network lines that used to form the perfection around us a long time ago when we were still co-creating perfection with God. Because we gave our negative ego mind free will to do as it pleases it took liberty of this opportunity and took control of our Essence. Now it is time to take back this power and restructure our grids. The grids form everything in and around our bodies. We create our whole physical experience through these grids. If the grids are distorted then our manifestations will be distorted. Whatever is in the mind will manifest in the outer world as a physical experience. There are numerous energetic grids in and around the energy body. These grids must be cleared and aligned with your divine blue print. Your divine blue print is the perfect pattern of creation that your Higher Self holds. Our Higher Self always tries and guide us to this pattern, but if we don't accept this help and also ask for guidance nothing can be done. We have to connect and stay connected. The problem is we connect and then live in harmony for a while but when life happens we disconnect and start working offline.

The key is to stay connected and grounded. Easier said than done.

What I have learned the last month or so through mirrors of myself is to look at everything in life as an observer. Stay outside and look within. This means we have to still participate in life, but with awareness. Every thing you do must be with full conscious awareness. This awareness will only come when you learn to work from the heart space instead of the mind space. You have to feel what is going on in and around you and then feel and listen for the heart guidance. We are still working with changing the emotional body into a feeling body. This process will probably continue for a couple of years, depending on how quickly we remember to feel. Emotions can be seen as trigger points to zap you back into the emotional matrix body :

Anger, frustration, irritation, depression.

These emotions are like buttons to install or reinstall old programs. All emotions are like programs that need certain trigger points to run. The more sensitive you are the easier it is for these programs to be re-installed. You have to keep the awareness and keep pushing the delete button. Delete what is no longer serving you. Here are some guidelines to help you with those lingering emotions.

When it is anger- breathe. Then go within the heart and ask why there is anger. Ask where the anger came from, ask what is the trigger point or button for the anger. This can be done even after you had an emotional outburst. You will be surprised to find where the original pattern of anger came from.

Frustration- when you think you are feeling the emotion of frustration. Go quite and feel in your heart again what is sitting there. Ask your heart to show you were the frustration originated from.

Irritation- go into the heart and feel. What is there what does it feel like.

Depression- go into the heart and feel the depression, feel why you don't want to feel it. Ask the heart where this program originated from.

By taking emotions into the heart you will gain information about the origins or the original launching program that started that emotion. A lot of people will now think of past lives, but remember everything you are experiencing now is just a repeat of a pattern of a past live. So try and stay in the now. Stay in this lifetime. Without blaming or judging when you find the original pattern you can ask to be released from it.

Message from Higher Self

At present there are massive amounts of restructuring happening in your energy fields. This can be very unsettling for some. Let go let God. So often you try and sort things out by yourself, and in the process you keep falling deeper and deeper into the hole. Connect to the great spirit of knowing and ask! Ask for an easier release from the past and easier integration of the present. There was never any intent to cause suffering with the great shift of human rebirth, or as some coined it, ascension. We are always there, we are always willing but you must make the first step. This important step can open that big door that you have been knocking upon for so very long. Well that is if you have created a door. Don't we love creating our own limitations. In essence there is and never was a door.

There is just the gift of a space so beautiful that you think there needs to be a door to enter it. Well there is no door, but only one rule. You have to go there yourself. No one can do it for you. This space is called silence. Silence is the most beautiful simple space in existence. And by going into silence you go into heaven.
The heart! So just for a moment we are going to go there….

Sit in a quiet space where you won't be disturbed. Close your eyes and connect by visualising a cord connecting from your crown chakra into the heavens. Visualise another cord that anchors you into the earth. Thank Mother Father God for this connection. Visualise a tube of light forming around your body. Affirm that you are totally protected in and by the light.

Find your mind. Observe what you are seeing in your mind's eye. Feel what you are feeling. Observe your body. Note the feeling in your spine, your heart and your feet. Take a deep breath in and ask your whole entire energy system to relax.
Sigh out a loud aaahh. Now take a deep breath in and ask your physical body to relax. Sigh out aaahh. Your whole system is totally and deeply relaxed.

Now visualise a grid system forming around your body. Take a note of the colour. If you can't see it, ask to feel it. This is your emotional body grid. This grid formed your original emotional body. Ask your Higher Self to cleanse this grid and to download the patterns of perfection into this grid. Also ask your higher self to connect this grid to the Christ grid around our planet. Note the colour of your grid now.

Now move your consciousness through the grid and out of the grid. Move your consciousness higher and higher- you will feel almost a floating sensation. You are now floating in space.

Looking down on our beloved Gaia.
Send love from your heart into hers.
She will return this love to you now.

Wait in silence for her love. Stay in this space for as long as you can. While you are here your own grids are being restored and repaired. When you ready come out of this space and ask your higher self to manifest this silence into your physical body now.

Thank Mother Father God.
Thank you guides, your guardians and the masters of light.
Open your eyes and feel the silence.

In April we will still be working with the water element, but there will also be a very strong influence of the fire element due to solar flares from our sun. This is a blessing in disguise. When we bring water which is emotion and fire together we get steam. So we are basically steaming out old emotion out of our system. Steam is a very good purifying agent. The ancient understood this by doing regular sweat lodges. We don't really have access to those, so the closest I could find is a really hot bath with a couple of scoops of Epson salts. This will help to release stored emotional toxins, and while you having this bath think of the colour of your purified emotional grids. This will align you with that energy again.

With much love
Berto

PS: a while back spirit asked me to make some of the energies I experience visual so that other people can also see and align with it. I paint and create energy structures that are charged with certain frequencies of light. Each energy pattern will download unique patterns of perfection into your auric body. Out of this a whole healing modality arose that will help people to have profound shifts. Last month I created one of the new water patterns- this will be sent with this email. You are permitted to print the pattern and use it for meditation and self healing. The water pattern will help you to integrate the new feeling body energies. You can also order activated disks by emailing either Tamar or myself at Essence for a brochure and price list. We have a whole range of beautiful products to make the energetic shifts we are going through more bearable.

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