priorities

first---there aren't any. but from a physical perspective i must design some kind of template to work on or through...........even though i'm already where I need to be. and maybe even further.

first---to BREATHE. DEEPLY. into the gut(s). my gut is holding on to something very 'fearful' yet there really is no such thing as fear. must relenquish all past/future realities because someone....I.........want to take over my body in some paralell dimension. How did 2 years get lost for this?!
second---i don't really think there is a second priority because once i've breathed a full and complete prana breath my body should do the rest...........i really just need a place TO breathe!!!!!!!!! i need a sanctuary or ashram of my own..........
third---to re-establish or ground my DIVINE WILL back into this reality. life sucks without will.
fourth---EMBRACE the inner child!! poor thing has been neglected for 2 years now.........probably crying the whole time. Eeek.......i'm a bad parent.
fifth---to love everyone and everything. if all there is is LOVE and oh so powerful at the least, and i barely FEEL it even though I AM it...........then boy howdy do I have some feeling to do. Atleast it's already there.
I can't beleive I could've done this all 2 years ago but I just imagine it was to fuel the darkness of the game of which I am equally a part of as I am the light..........Christ child of the dark?! It'll all make sense CLEARLY..........dearly........there is nothing to fear Lee.........soon i'll be with my brothers and sisters of light......i sure love the honey bee. can we stop killing thee you governmental bastards with a life fee? for they are you and you are me as one big tree i hope you see i am THEE ending the game of my broken knee EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE finally we'll be motherfucking FREE. bitch.