Back on my roc8

I offer my blessing to those who read these words. You read them because you care. I write them because I care and wish to share myself. These words offer me an opportunity to release realize and learn. I accept these gifts. I offer them to you as well. Please accept them not just from me but but from every source you encounter.

I have been feeling very overwhelmed since my last post. What I put in words was an avenue or pathway to allow pain anger and fear an exit route. I AM learning that release and renew is an important exercise for me. As I release the old feelings of fear and abandonment they are replaced with Love and Companionship. I have always resented being different. Never understood why I did not fit in, why I could not comply to the mold of conformity of acceptance. Oh Lord why am I different why am I the outcast the loner the odd one? I both reveled and resented being different. I never understood the Why until now. The answers and reasoning are being revealed to me.

I have to share with you the laughter and amazement I share with myself about myself. This may sound abit crazy...maybe it is...so be it... Now as I look back I see my life in a different Light. I see that being different was a gift not a curse, a positive not a negative a lesson not punishment. My being different had a profound effect upon me and all those around me. I AM different because I want to be always have and always will. I now embrace it love it adore it laugh about it and enjoy it!!! My difference has made a difference and I believe that! Maybe my non-conformity induced a spark in another being. Maybe my example allowed some other person to embrace within themselves the idea that different was 'OK'! If my example helped just one soul, just one person them all the fear pain and ridicule was worth it!

I AM different! I accept it! I embrace it! I love it! It makes me happy! It brings me Joy and Peace!

I ask you to embrace in yourself that energy that make YOU different. Pass it around wear it with deLight and Happiness. It is a gift of Creation from you to others.

If you feel alone or isolated by your difference, call on me to help you. I AM different YOU are different together we can make a difference in ourselves and in others.

May the 11th ray of light shine brightly upon you now, embrace it reflect it in Love.

Namaste!
mrxroc8