Question for any and all..

How can one become, what they have never been, and yet they long to be?

I have never allowed myself to go against the grain, with parents, society, etc..at least not since I was an unruly teen. I gave up so to speak. Tried to become a sheeple. I never could..and now can see how grateful I am to have not become one.

But how does one have the courage to then..step completely out of what you were..to become who you know you are..and want to be..yet fear stands in the way.

How to face the fallout of what is sure to follow from friends, family, all who know or knew you..to be who you have longed to be your whole life. But, it goes against the 'norm' of most who walk the Earth..yes even against those who adore the label Lightworker. If anyone has insight..or just wants to share..I want to absorb. If you want to 'show me the light'..LMAO..spare me..I know the light and live in it every day..that doesn't mean I don't question. It is still allowed in this Game. Oh wait..that's right..it's my game..and I get to make the rules anyway..LOL. And my rules say..you must be nice..or go away!!

:)