to me?

well this is to brendan or myself.........its saturday night april 5th a day of love and i'm defenitely turning into a dove so i want you to give me a shove from above with eternal love. understand family I am all here I just have a block that I am steadily undoing and nurturing the inner child all on the same block so it's been really extremely hard up to this point but i've reached critical mass on an emotionally-controllable level that I feel ready for you guys to BRING ME IN. I am and not without. I'll hope to see you guys tonight and I think you can feel that I am starting to come out of my coccoon and shed off my old skin. i love you more than you know your my brother and we need to be living this dream together forever!!!! I'mma be a rockkkkstar. see you all tonight perhaps?.