The Ego has landed...

The Ego has landed...
Current mood: blessed
Category: Life

So, here I am, after a good 24 hours of struggling with my ego. And I am doing my best to tame it, yes I am!

I feel very tired at this moment. So much has been going on, and suddenly, today, I had a little space of nothingness and quiet... and I wonder when it will begin all over again LOL

I was very sad... but now I feel hopeful. I have a big dream... again! I am dreaming again! I was so scared I wouldn’t feel like dreaming again, but I am.

I dream of a world where people can love without fear... fear of being hurt, being left behind... a place where everyone can expand and open up their wings to fly as high as they wish to... a place where respect and inconditional love are not a rule but a modus vivendi...

I read something very true today... we might think that we want to have that one special thing, that one special job, that one special person... and we might think that abother good bunch of people (say 1999 others) are in pursuit of that as well (oh how I love the word pursuit).

Well, guess what... there is one place for you, one for me, one for the other 1999 other people... so, we don’t really need to fight over for that relationship or job... there is a unique special job, person, relationship, (you name it) waiting for you... it is yours and no one else’s... because to each its own...

Wow! That opened my whole perspective... there is something in particular I felt I lost, but then, after reading this I realized that I could never lose that what was not intended for me...

So I have decided to be a happy person... and let go... just flow... keep dreaming... keep moving... and once I am ready to receive, it will come to me.

And in the meantime, I have to be thankful for all the "no’s" on my way... they have a reason to be... I wasn’t ready... it wasn’t my time... or it wasn’t meant for me...

But now I am ready to receive joy, love, stability and all the good things that life has in store for me.

I don’t have to fight anymore... what is mine, cannot be lost or stolen... and I am pretty sure God knows better than me... so I decided to allow Him/Her to take me by the hand...

Sounds Utopic, I know... but you know what?

I am in love.

And I know love is on its way to embrace me... and all my wishes are coming true...

Life is more than a dream... life is now... and now it’s time to make all my beautiful dreams a reality... no more tears, no more anguish, no more pain... it can all come true... if only I let it be...

And so it is...

Come to me... I am ready for you!

In love and light,

Galactic Princess Gwenyfaer, or as my friends call me, Aida.

Currently listening :
Anthology
By Bryan Adams
Release date: 18 September, 2007