The wheel of life...

I am amazed at the turns that life makes... I found out today that my most recent ex has a new couple.

When I found out, it did hurt me, a lot. But then I realized I didn't have any reason to be sad or hurt. So I started working up my emotions and decided to thank the Universe for allowing me to know he was not the right man for me (since he didn't fight for our love and got over me so quickly), and be happy for that "no"... since it only means that the "yes" is closer for me to find my true happiness! And for him as well.

He was amazing the first month... but in time he showed me his true self... he had been wearing a mask, and when it fell down, I decided to end the relationship. He is a great guy, very talented, very creative, but just not right for me.

So there is this side of the coin... then there is another... with Carlos... I feel super connected with him right now... I wished for him to send me an sms yesterday, but I thought it would be silly... yet he did send me a message, at 3 am LOL We are both thinking about each other... and I do feel that I am falling in love... but with life.

I feel I am closing cycles, and allowing things to come and be... I have decided that I am ready to receive all that I deserve, stop thinking this is just a dream... I feel this is life, and life is here to become all that I want it to be...

So... I say goodbye to the old... and to the new... thank you, and welcome! Whatever comes my way, I am ready to fly.

I send you all my love... might not come online for some days... but I will be back soon.
Aida.