Emotional upheaval

Hi there, I would love to hear a little more about what kind of emotional distress others are going through, as I find myself really vulnerable right now. I saw a talkshow on how adopted children behave, and realized I am still like an orphaned child (though I was not physcially one) and behaving accordingly (testing my near ones constantly to see if they will be there for me unconditionally like a real parent) and stuff like that... a lot of financial trouble too, and worries about my companion's career issues and plain survival. I've seen some stuff about this here on this site but would love to hear more, maybe from the point of view of your inner children. You are welcome to check out my blogs if you want to know more about me, as I tend to be honest in expressing my feelings and have this need to connect with others. Also I am happy to be directed to other people's blogs if you're into this sort of discussions. It seems that our deepest fears are emerging... I do hope it will pass soon. Does anyone have a clue when this eases out or is it just personal? Thank you guys! Much love to you.