Well duh...ya big dummy!!!

Namaste!

These thoughts have been rattling around in my head for a few hours and I just had to get them out...in a place that I hope they will be understood.

Have you ever been standing in line at the market or maybe driving your car basically in a mental auto-pilot mode and it hits you like a 'ton of bricks'. That story you read a week ago or maybe a solution to a problem suddenly makes perfect sense to you!!! How about asking a friend to come over and help you program the VCR (blinking 12:00 errrrr) or help you with a problem on your computer and when you finally 'see the light' you think to yourself 'Well duh ya big dummy' see how easy that was. You kinda feel silly, but very happy about the solution to your problem coming to you.

I feel that way around here (LightWorkers) a lot!! As I look around at my sisters and brothers I see people with incredible talents and gifts. Many of these beings have known the truth and had these gifts for a long time. I haven't (as of yet) developed any of these extraordinary gifts and my knowledge of Love and Light is very young in comparison. Much of the time I feel like a beef hot dog vendor at a vegetarian convention! Yet I still know I belong somehow (maybe I don't and your all just humoring me!) and everyone makes me feel very welcome.

I actually think that sometimes our unseen (at least for me) masters actually stand around up 'there' and laugh at us as we try to shoe horn in the massive amounts of energy, Love, Light and information provided to us. Sometimes it seems like getting a school bus in your garage!!! Eventually I manage to raise the roof and get it inside. Proud as can be when accomplished!

Someday's physically I feel like I'm on top of the world and the next it's on top of me! WE won't get into the topic of emotions...OH NO! I have read some posts saying it's like being pregnant, I would agree and that's all I have to say about that! :):):) Where is the ice cream when you need it!

I have this unbelievable fire inside of me, I now realize it's always been there and it's getting hotter and higher lately. I try to feed it with Love Light and information as much as I can. Sometimes it just never seems to be enough! I move forward just the same, how many steps forward or back...I lost count!

I know one thing for sure. I will not give up! I will not stop!! I will sell those hot dogs. I will get 10 school bus's in my garage. Nothing or no one can ever put out that flame in my heart! No matter what!

I AM a LightWorker! WE have a mission! WE will succeed!

May the Love and Light of Mother and Father Creator shine brightly upon you my Brothers and Sisters of Light!

Namaste!

I have to go get some ice cream...cyasoon Mark