Kundalini

My body has become one vibrating, undulating energy ball of Kundalini light. In the past two weeks, I shaved all my hair off. For months this has been calling me. My scalp was getting itchy and painful and Divine kept telling me to remove it, that it was blocking the energy flow that was necessary. In a fit, a need for release, I shaved it all off. Since, I feel as though I am breathing through my crown chakra. Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale. Ahhh...

As soon as I did this, all my fingertips burned the top layers of skin off. They have been extremely sensitive to anything. It feels as though electricity is going through them. I tried mudras and they get "locked" together but sometimes, I soak them in warm water and my fingertips also feel like they are breathing that in. It is comforting when they are in the water, breathing. Inhale, Exhale, Inhale, Exhale.

And in the past three days, my toes have started experiencing the same thing. They ache and are very painful and don't really want to bend at all. Any pressure and they scream at the "injustice." I have surrendered to that. I have yet to figure out how to let them breath, but it shall come.

My body is being racked with kriyas and body jerks. Visions of Divine energy coursing through me. The most recent, falling to the floor in prayer and ecstacy, praying the feet of someone I do not recognize. But, this is alright. It, too, shall pass as the energy fully integrates. My spin keeps popping and cracking into place and coldness surrounds my head right now. I am so tired. My body could sleep for years right now and it would not be enough.

Interestingly, the celibacy that has been with me for 3 years is being lifted. Divine is asking me to awaken the Tantra energy inside to heal others. The mix of my Kundalini with Tantra, the conduit to creation. Activate other's chakras with the sexual energy blended into Divine Love and Light. Shooting straight up all the chakras into Universe and the five chakras outside the body to explode into a million stars. Creation. Cosmic Creation. To look at another through the eyes of Divine, the conduit. To offer Love this way. Have people trust me as if I am Divine, itself. Nothingness and Everythingness, held in the arms the way lovers hold each other. Allow this intimacy to awaken things that could not be awoken any other way to these people.

To ride the rainbow bridge to Ecstacy.