Making Every Moment Precious

I haven't been on here on this site in weeks. I have been going through some personal insights and growth. I learned last night in a dream (technically it was around 3am this morning) that my time here is not long and that I will be leaving this lifetime relatively soon. I'm not planning on going anywhere anytime soon, but looks like Spirit may have other plans for me. I was told to get my things in order. I was given the important task of asking myself what are things that I do every day as habits that if I were to go in 10 minutes what would I change. I have been given a gift. Most people, or at least many do not get the opportunity to make every moment count, every moment precious that we spend with our loved ones. Every moment we find ourselves wanting, waiting, hoping, fearing... loving. Breathing. Walking. Dreaming. Hugging. Singing. I was told to take inventory of my life and to make the changes now. I do not know how long I have, nor do most until the moment arrives. In my dream I was in a car when I was told in a dream in my dream these things. I was told I wasn't going to go right then, but to take care of my family and everyday life because the moment is coming. I take that as I was not going to die while I was being told this (obviously, I wasn't in a car dreaming last night, and I'm still here), but that I will soon. I spent so many weeks, months wallowing in wanting to die that now when faced with the prospect I realize how much of a waste that is. There's so much more to all this if we would just open our eyes, our Eye... and see that we have what we need or we wouldn't be here anymore and that would mean we were done here anyway. But I do not regret these days I spent doing so, I would only regret if I continued to do so after knowing what I know.

On the other hand I may live till I'm 88 but this will not be for naught. If I live 57 yrs knowing in my heart that every day could be my last, look what a precious gift I have been given!

So on this note, I Love You All. I will be writing a blog on the Loneliness of God later. That blog popped in my head all night last night in between wake and sleep and wake and sleep.

Namaste~
~Chrissie