Dangling in the Air

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I would like to share with all of you something I wrote in my personal writing and journey in February of 2007 it seems appropriate now to share as our evolutionary process moves forward in 2008.This is the process and experience I went through to GET REAL!

Dangling in the air

There are times along this spiritual journey I feel like I am hanging by a string up in midair...what is real, true, alignment...hauntingly open and vulnerable embracing and allowing the "newness" arrive in my being the energies are but energies...I hang there paralyzed...direction,vision...and then out of focus...Is the sacrifice worth it? I have to ask myself as I hang in the air...do I weep or LAUGH? Do I grab onto something and let it carry me, easily and effortlessly or just hang? Hang in the unknown...I know this is what I chose to... let go of everything for Grander to enter the space, gut wrenching at times as it is...lost at times as it appears, for its so unknown it has no reference points, it holds no proof of any kind, yet I continue...I know I am not alone for the Angels, hold me when I need it, are there with me to let me know this way is the way to go..yet the feelings seep from my soul, I want to go Home and the Angels bravely point the flashlight, this way they say..as bits and pieces of me come crashing down to the ground,I hang there... and I see all those pieces and ask myself are they really pieces of WHO I TRULY AM? or pieces I thought I was, who others told me I was....funny as I "real" eyes" that everything that fell to the ground was not who I am they were only illusions..looking down at the shattered pieces not meant to be put back together then realization as I hang there, to begin reclaiming the REAL me..I had forgotten in all the muck of the ego/minds control..I grab onto the reality of Love and Truth onto worthiness, deserveness and wholeness..un-conditional love, perfection, joy,creation, creativity, laughter,childlike innocence, reclaim my Divine Birthright of Royalty, Magnificence and Divine Intelligence where the invisible becomes visible when one see's clearly...I see them dangling with me...each one I hold close to my heart, embracing them one by one..theres me..I recognize you...I continue in mid air, motionless...directionless...yet complete..ah..Divine Grandness of BEING PRESENT...I have found US...ME..Looking down again..I see who I thought I was and begin to Laugh and almost in an instant my real eyes begin to focus....as I come to understand we are now free, the TRUTH to Set US Free...free to wherever the Nature of the wind blows US....effortlessly... easily...unattached...willingly, expanding a consciousness that has no boundries, edges or limits, it just allways is...envisioning into grandness....greatness....into the next dimensions, expanding into unlimitless...Heaven on Earth..The Paradise that is Really all of OURS.If you are not me, then who are you? We are all parts of the whole...

Written in Love,Service, Truth, and Heaven on Planet Earth=Heart Love to all Lia Ameil and AMerith WhiteEagle