THE PHOTOSHOW CONTINUES...

Feeling a bit crabby too? Maybe it's the emotional discharge and all those things that are supposed to be going on right now... I just wrote something here and lost it AGAIN. The number of weird incidences over the internet this past week is astounding... Another symptom of energy 'stuff'? Yesterday I was thinking to post a couple of more antropomorhic photos to my show but it didn't work either. So I am includig a couple of them here. I woke up with extreme anxiety today, not so much in relation to my own process as that of my companion, who is having such a hard time. As we can't control other people's decisions, all we can do is influence them very gently in a supportive way and then have... faith. I was, however, very happy to receive from a friend some explanations to all this emotional confusion in the description of the planetary constellations that I am also adding here. Turns out that what we have supposedly gone through since October fits my personal experiences very well... It was some time around October that I decided to try and really break lose from my past by sorting out my possessions and planning to move to the USA. I am anxious, as I don't know what is to be in the end... I am waiting and trying to do as much as I can to promote change regardless of my fatigue and extreme moodiness, plus the lack of any ambition (is it the country? the dark forest and the gray weather? the fact that I'm alone? or just the energy transformation?). But, I am grateful for not being entirely alone and lost, wondering on my own what is really going on...  My virtual friends have helped me a great deal! Thank you!!!

"IF I COULD, I'D COME AND GET YOU!!"

"I'M SPIKY, PLEASE LOVE ME ANYWAY!!!"

"I MUST BE A FREAK OF NATURE!!!"

"THE HUMAN CONDITION"

For this lunar cycle's monthly overview go to:
www.moonsurfing.com/lunar_cycle.html
For general info on how to use new moon energy:
http://www.moonsurfing.com/new_moon.html
For general info on how to use full moon energy:
www.moonsurfing.com/full_moon.html

Dear Moonsurfer,

An extraordinarily powerful Full Moon is on the rise. No doubt you've been feeling the build up to this one! Four planets in a stressful face off bring you to a crossroads...telling you that something's definitely got to give.

This planetary configuration is called a grand cardinal cross...and it means you've reached not one, not two, not three...but four turning points! Each planet speaks to an area of your life ready for action.

For starters, two of those planets are the Sun in Aries telling you to take a chance and some initiative and the Moon in Libra showing you where others' needs have to be taken into consideration. So right off the bat, you know relationships are one place high stress and major insights can be found now. (A Moon Mate reading is another great way to gain major relationship insights.)

Venus, traveling through sensitive intuitive Pisces, rules this Full Moon in Libra, so opening your heart, walking in another's moccasins, and cultivating win-win situations will go a long way to avoid crashing and burning due to ego overload. In other words...ego is the pitfall and love is the answer.

The other two members of the square dance are...heavyweight agent of transformation Pluto in Capricorn, forcing you to reclaim your power and authority...opposite Mars in Cancer, making you deal with your feelings and fears.

Further ramping up the tension...and the potential...is the fact that these four planets are all at 1°...the degree of initiation. This indicates a potential fresh start in 4 areas of your life!

This could add up to a time of extreme tension and difficult challenges, but it also guarantees that if you use the energies positively and constructively, you can gain enormous strength and rich rewards. A personal reading will tell you the areas of your life primed for a fresh start and ready for action.

Of course, this Full Moon is a manifestation checkpoint for not only this current lunar cycle, but also for what you began on October 10th when the Moon was New in Libra. Look back to that time in your lunar journal. Check in with the intentions you set to move forward on dreams that involved teamwork and shared visions, to open yourself to change and adventure, and to build healthy boundaries and relationships. How have you done? Whatever keeps you locked in the past can no longer be repressed. The energy must be expressed.

That crazy unpredictable Pisces New Moon told you that the key to your dreams was to connect and co-create with spirit...your true self. (I hope you've been keeping track of all your AHA! moments in your lunar journal.) Well, that's exactly what will guide you to the high side of this challenging lunation and keep you centered, so you can express the energy in beneficial ways.

Truth is...it's spring...time of new birth...and you're in the midst of rebirthing yourself into a new way of being. Now that's incredibly exciting. Anna, my partner in Moonsurfing, told me one time when I was going through some deep loss and fear to think of it like a coin with "FEAR" emblazoned on one side, and on the flip side is "EXCITEMENT".

You may say..."Excitement?" I realize this is an intense lunation and it could bring you to the breaking point...like the Easter chick struggling to break out of its shell. But keep your spiritual perspective strong and stay enthusiastic by taking some time to breathe in the new spring air. It's pregnant with possibilities.

Daring, commitment, and courage are called for now. Use this Full Moon to come to center and find your balance. What's around those corners is beckoning...you have to step out and try something new.

To paraphrase author Foka Gomez..."Magic is believing in (and loving) yourself; if you can do that, you can make anything happen."

P.S If anybody knows of a JOB for someone specialized/very experienced in photography, photoshop editing etc. multimedia who has an honours degree in English Literature, I would be more than happy to hear about it!!! :-) All I am asking that it would be a great work environment but also a wonderful place to live. It could be anywhere where English is spoken but hopefully close to the sea! :-)))