Trust

From Wikipedia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trust_(sociology)

Trust is a relationship of reliance. A trusted party is presumed to seek to fulfill policies, ethical codes, law and their previous promises.

Trust does not need to involve belief in the good character, vices, or morals of the other party. Persons engaged in a criminal activity usually trust each other to some extent. Also trust does not need to include an action that you and the other party are mutually engaged in. Trust is a prediction of reliance on an action, based on what a party knows about the other party. Trust is a statement about what is otherwise unknown -- for example, because it is far away, cannot be verified, or is in the future.

Trust is not a feeling that comes easily to me. It seems each time in this lifestream that I give it, it usually comes back to me mangled beyond recognition. It seems to me that my supply of trust was exhausted when I became paralyzed from a spine injury. I could not walk very well let alone work. I was forced to quit my job and began to loose all of my material possessions. My wife became disillusioned with me and my medical progress so she kicked me out and divorced me. At that point I became disillusioned with life and gave up hope. I wished for death a thousand times a day! I thought I had lost everything and was willing to give up the one thing I truly owned...Life. I had lost all of my possessions wife, car, home, savings and had little prospect for recovery! In my mind I was already dead...I was just waiting for my body to catch up! Oh how I wished my body would catch up! I was not a religious person as the evils of religion had been revealed to me at a very young age. I had no trust, no hope and certainly no happiness.

When my former wife kicked me out only one soul came to my rescue. Out of all my friends and family one person came to save me...My son Christopher. Without the slightest hesitation he loaded my broken body and possessions into his car and took me HOME!! (Even to this day I cannot think about that day without the tears streaming down my face.) He did not question the expense or the difficulties he was committing himself to. He simply said "I will take care of you no matter what!" He was 19 years old! The very thought of my son, who was just starting his own life taking on the responsibility of me made me feel even worse. I have always been an extremely independent person. I had been on my own since I was 13 years old. NEVER RELYING ON OR TRUSTING ANYONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME!!! I had no choice but to accept his offer of assistance. To be honest at this point I did not expect to survive another 6 months.

My young son took care of me. He struggled with the finances. He struggled with working full time and coming home to an invalid father to care for. Taking me to the doctors, feeding me, taking care of the house...and all that comes with it. He showed me a Love that I had never known. In short he saved my life!!!

Through His Love, His Determination on November 17, 2005 I received a spinal reconstruction operation. There was only one person there when I came out of surgery....Christopher!!! MY SUN! His support over the past two years of recovery has been unwavering. Just recently I have been able to get a part time job! I AM ALIVE and no longer wish for death.

My young son taught me a lesson that I was unable to learn in the 45 years of my life.

TRUST and true LOVE!

This gift he has given me has lead me to this place. I have now opened my heart and engaged the Love and Trust my son has given me to others here at LightWorkers. I am still a little weary about trusting others but I am learning how more and more everyday.

My path may have been difficult but now as I look back...it was worth it!

I wish to publicly thank my son Christopher for his enormous gift. I love him more than any word could ever convey. I wish to publicly thank my Angels (Gracie) and Spirit Guides for never giving up on me! I wish to publicly thank all of the forces of Love and Light for the gifts bestowed upon me and my family. I wish to thank Father Aton and Mother Nebadonia for believing in me! I wish to thank Lord Sananda for always being there for me since I was a child....
I wish to thank YOU my Brothers and Sisters for welcoming me to LightWorkers.

I now know the meaning of trust. I trust YOU! Please share it with others.... Namaste!
Mark