Responsibility, Grace and Love

Dear all,

It is a blessing to be able to write to you,

just a quick foreword, none of this which is about to follow is preplanned, the title just came, i don't know what im going to write, i just hope that you enjoy it if its for you, if not thats fine to.

Love, Grace, Peace, Humility & Light
Forever all of yours,

What is responsibility, aside from what the world teaches us it is, what our fathers impress on us, for it is mainly primarily a male trait in my mind, not saying that is should be absent in females by any regard, just what i feel.

I recently had a small incident which i do believe when the time is right i will publish this, however the long the short i shut down completely for two whole weeks, i felt nothing, no thing, it was horrible. Following this well brainwashing by a dark worker, who had no bad intent, just lost in his own ego of which he denied its existence. I still love him for he knew not what he did, i do believe my request was honored i asked for him to remember nothing about the incident as i was unhappy for him to bear knowledge of what he had done.

On the healing following this event, my male energy was just completely well broken, i dropped all responsibility all power, all confidence, all motivation, everything. This however gave me the option (with a lot of help of course i knew i was never alone)

I guess what i found hard well i just completely put it off, was what did i have to do? how should i act, for i had the option to change myself either remain with no male traits until i changed my mind, or create them then.

I originally adopted a belief that if something was outside of my personal responsibility then i shouldn't / didn't act for the best wishes for said entity or individual. However now i believe that see the light for we are all one, all equal. What im trying to say is if you see someone and you think you should help then just do it, the hardest on anything hard or otherwise challenging is always starting it, for once it is started it can just flow.

To quota Paul McKenna who puts it ever so simply, "Take control of your life, or someone else will" what im trying to emphasize is do what you feel you should the spark of divinity will guide if you let it.

As for grace, those of you who have yet to hear Amazing Grace sung by Cecilia, i highly recommend it, ill host in on my guest book at some point shortly this song clears traffic jams, and her voice just compliments the already elegant song. Grace is truly elegance. Its letting go go of your fears, not being hard, being in flow, being humble and just radiating that which you have withing. I would say that if you have trouble doing this, just think about it, fake it if you have to, and let it become coded in to your neurology. What you focus on you can have more of, "If the doors of perception were cleansed, Everything would appear as it is, Infinite" Blake, its like somethings lost, but somethings gained, when you release your suffering you lose nothing, only your illusions.

I like to as i read in a book, imagine everybody that i see holding a sign above their head, with the words, make me feel happy & important. For those of you who like justifications, recent psychosocial study has shown that on average, for every negative phrase said to restore balance five positive phrases must be said.

Love, my favorite topic, love conquers all, bring to the presence of fear complete true unconditional love and just watch it dissolve. Higher faster energies dissolve lower slower ones. I'm not sure who said this its been up on my wall for a bit, "Heaven arms with love, those it would not see destroyed" just love everyone, express it as much as you can, as much as your comfortable with. Please don't interpret this to mean you have to be perfect, far form it, im just saying do what you want, if you wanna do the best you can do to aid this planet gaia, then do it, every action no matter how small, if done with good intent has the potential to start off the biggest of chain reactions.

Thats enough for now, i need a break ^>^

Nameste, Love, Light, Grace, Peace Be with you forever,

btw if anyone wants to talk please don't hesitate to private message me, i love talking to new people, especially the people that hang out here,
Peace out.