Joy, fun and seasons in the sun, rain, snow, I love them all.

I have decided to live my seasons consciously, stop me if you've heard this before, by living in the moment.

The winter is my time to die, rot and come to a complete stop. To embrace death and finality and to consolidate myself into a new fresh being; Innocent for the spring.

I will take the Spring as my time to sprout, bloom, grow, embrace life and to get in shape through excercize and a healthier diet. Gods only know I don't have the drive to do it now. I feel it though when I look inside myself, I believe spring will be very excercizeful for me.

Summer will be for charging my batteries so that I have the energy to get through the Autumn where I will shed old ways and bad habits acquired through out the year.

Which brings us back to "do", I mean winter.

I am coming to the conclusion of my first year consciously lived, becoming aware of the effects of all I think say and do. Now I have been noticing how the seasons affect me. Slowly piecing together within myself a way of life that I feel was embraced a long time ago when the earth was green.

I am grateful for all my lessons learned however painful they were and embrace with joy and gratitude the lessons the seasons will bring me this year as well as all other lessons from all other sources.

Namaste,
Jacob