I am who I am as a young Indigo

so, not only after my last post, have i had my head spiritually cut off by the keeper of heaven.
ive also noticed something peculiar about my own being that has always been there, but its never been so obvious.
i am a mover and a shaker.
examples,...in painting terms, theyre called paw prints, when you paint and it gets on you and you walk around you leave prints behind...i did that...
i was going with the flow of painting, and i painted a wall that wasnt meant to be painted, but since i painted it, we painted it anyway..
thank you all for having patience with this taurian mover and shaker.
i was screwing in socket plates, i managed to knock a screw down the sink...
i managed to break the centerholding piece of another socket plate...
i dripped liquid water/paint on the floor twice...
i got paint on the time and temperature plate...
ive also managed to break a pot that sits outside the patio...
ive managed to burn a line from incense in the carpeting in Amerith and Lia's apartment..
ive spilled stuff on the rug...
i have slabs, or spots, lines, dribbles of paint all over me...
ive put things where they dont belong...
during a buddhist meditation group, i managed to disturb their silence several times..
ive already cut myself once cleaning dishes in the large kitchen we have here..

so far in life, ive broken, burned, pretty much "destroyed" almost everything i come into contact with,, and its never like hey im going to do this on purpose..they literally just happen, naturally, and when it does i just look at it , and go oops.. because there was seriously nothing i could do about it..its a part of who i am..
its not something i can just turn off, ive tried, and everytime ive tried, things just happen more. so ive learned to accept that i am a mover and a shaker..
part of me is ruled by saturn..which is a slow mover, has bad eyesight..which means i see mostly with a wide view, and destroys nearly, if not all of the house that is astrologically enters..plus im ruled by mars so ive got the natural war nature of a taurian within me..and im not really into war, at all. i love peace.. personally..i have inertia as one of my qualities too..so im introverted..heliocentric..theres also a yod in my chart as well. im also indigo too..
so if you want you can tally it like this...
mover and shaker..indigo...earth sign taurian, moon in capricorn,scorpio rising sign..
sun centered, which is the heliocentric part..a yod...which is the foundation on the tree of life, unfiltered perception...which im still working on my lovelies...and ive been blessed with being The Eyes Of All That Is...quite a package to live with if you ask me..but then again, anyone getting comfortable into their true being says the same thing no? could just be me, but , something tells me im not alone, and thats a nice feeling you know?
ive also been blessed with being divinely put into a place where i can be who i am, and have the blessed company of our UNIVERSAL MOTHER and FATHER GOD...
i eat a lot too, did i mention that? i like to eat food for reasons....
taste,sensation,enjoyment,filling,energy,smell,texture..
as a spiritual being, im very much into the physical sensations that life has to offer...
but perhaps thats part of being who i am as a whole.
i smoke cig's for the same reasons too.....infact perhaps those reasons can go along with just about everything else i do...
its great being FATHER GOD...which all men are...
and for all women out there, isnt it great being MOTHER GOD?
as we are all baby gods, rowing our boats to heaven...
thanks to the efforts put forth by our UNIVERSAL MOTHER and FATHER GOD...? :)
i put a question mark because i am asking if you feel that its a great journey we have all been blessed with...but theres one thing i found out today..it leaves me with great hope...if humanity doesnt wake up...theres a huge comet in space with lot of density...
now mind you there is others, there is also nibiru which will be swinging by planet earth soon...years...
all density must go...and all light will prevail...
thats just how its seen through these eyes...

the place in which i reside...is haunted...by indians.....
its built on an indian burial ground...so i constantly hear noises...
one night i was real eyes-ing just how lucky i am to be here...when i heard what reminded me of a cigarette ashtray...spin..in another room...like it was lifted and sprung on its sides....
i hear thuds...see shadows under doors walking by...ive even been graced by the presence of another indian sitting on the foot of the bed i sleep on...which startled me seconds...then as they knew , through soul agreement..that they could not only sit there, but that i would be comfortable in seconds as well...there goes another thud :)

ive also watched a 5th dimensional pyramid with crystals aligned in it, that hangs from the living room ceiling of Lia and Amerith's apartment here...spin...as if a spirit, or God was turning it one way slowly...then it stopped. and began to pivot the other direction.. goo...then stop ...go again and then stop...
ive also had the pleasant experience of being woken up in the morning rise of the sun..to a loud knock of 3 on the door..i said come in...nothing ..then went to it and opened the door to see nothing there...no being..nothing...as soon as i turned my head to the left..i saw a quick glimpse of a spirit turn the corner..so i turned the corner looking for it to see no one...
this place is very spiritual...one of the highest most sacred places on the planet...
i would graciously say, and gratefully say..that i am very thankful to have been divinely put here...
ive never felt so accepted. so loved. so cherished..so in truth...
Lia and Amerith see me as the true being that i am...
thank you.
which means they see everyone as the true beings in which they are...
they see us for who we are...
and are here on this planet to help us by clearing the way..
we are baby gods learning how to become adolescent gods...then adult gods?
then old gods...
the cycle goes on forever essentially...In service to this planet as a young Indigo, pulling the chains off society has placed and allowing the true love to enter to be embraced..Rue