ALONES..

Sometimes alones in not so bad... I love being alone, I love being just me sometimes, well...most of the time.

I have learned to be alone, that has helped me survive because you get to know yourself better.
You find out how sensitive or how tough you are, how giving or how selfish you are. Is not easy to be alone, and isn't certainly the best way to carry your life. However in alones, I can hear the voice of God whispering in the wind, I can learn more on my own, without being judge or condemned.

Alones is a gift, is a curse or is both! For me it's been a gift!. Always surrounded by noise, I found love and compassion in alones, I found my true spiritual path, and found the way to my spiritual journey.

Do I miss the company of a man? humm...sometimes.. Do I miss my friends? humm,, sometimes. God didn't create humans to be alone, but being alone is what I like most.

I've been through much heartache, disappointments and much pain...all that caused by fellow humans, so my choice to be alone is just what feels right to me!

Sometimes being around too many people, can cause confusion and you might make the wrong decisions. This last one I experienced with my son's friend. We went to buy him some shoes, his friend tagged along, and he was being really annoying with my son. Each time my son made a choice, his friend would tell him that he didn't like it, and Ezra would end up not buying it. so me being tired of this took this kid outside and told him, that the shoes were for Ezra not for him, that he should be more respectful about other people's choice.. he understood, and went back to the store quiet.

I LOVE ALONES... I really do... there are people who can't stand being alone, can't stand a minute apart from their boyfriends, girlfriends or friends, that's ok! but think about this.. what if your spouse leaves you, what if your friend moves away, would that be the end of the world for you?

I went through that, many years ago. I found myself miserable because my bf and I broke up, it felt like the end of the world... I was miserable and then realized that I was used to having someone by my side. I realized that it wasn't healthy. So after my divorce I decided to give sometime to myself and to my surprise. I LIKED IT..

A friend of mine told me that I was a boring person, that I didn't know how to have fun...WHAT? I am far from being a boring person, I am fun, funny and very silly..LOL, the thing is that my friend didn't realize that I was in another level, I was in a higher level of spirituality than he never could imagine.

I don't condemn company, I just chose " ALONES"

LOVE AND MANY BLESSINGS TO MY FELLOW, LIGHTWORKERS
DARIEN SPIRIT