...but I don't feel spiritual.

It is strange...

I've never really considered myself to be that spiritual, especially since finding this place I feel that everyone here is so more advanced than I am. I'm not from a spiritual background at all nor do I know anyone who is. I don't think I do anyway! I've never met anyone who has said "You have a special aura!" or "You're an indigo!" In fact with the whole indigo thing, I only found that out by following various links on websites about the paranormal and fortune telling and stuff, so that was sheer fluke. Or was it?

I don't think of things in terms of 'love' or 'light' as so many of you do, maybe that's one reason why I find it hard to understand the lightworker thing. I do understand a bit about karma and that all things have an energy, and I wonder if my desire to create good karma for myself and those I know and meet is similar to lightworking?

I don't consider myself to be from a 'higher place' or not from Earth. Or sent from God or an angel. In fact I feel like I'm just a normal guy supposedly in a normal world.

But I guess I've always known there's a purpose to my life, something I've yet to discover and fulfil. Maybe it's an awakening yet to happen, or just started. Maybe that's why I found this place?