What do you want to be when you grow up - But... I wish to be ?

When I was young, I had a subtle huge interest in philosophy of changing the world and esoteric ideas.

There would be my teacher and peers communicating in class. I see the picture and words from my memory.. The teacher would say "What do you want to be when you grow up?" - Of course, I'm not sure if the teacher really cares or the other peers cares about one's choices.

When my classmates raised their hands they would reply "Fireman! Doctor! Engineer!" ect.

Job occupations. Okay, I find that alrighty. Yet, I had a feeling of being something different - A unique individual. It's foggy on what my thoughts were, but I was like "I'll figure out soon."

It has always been a major concern deep, deep in my subconscious. But the thing is, I was always good at focusing on the Present. I imagine and I act. It's amazing on how focusing on the Present brings.

Look, I'm not sure if I'm a starchild or not. I don't care really, I don't feel like one. It really doesn't matter. We're really all figments of imagination and nothing more! Old soul I may be, I had loads of deep knowledge probably in my other lives. But really, the message matters - Not the messenger. If you haven't noticed, you exist and everything has a message because it exists.

Okay, back to the message. I feel like I need a job that would make a difference in the world. I'm not here to survive, I'm here to deliver the message. This weekend I was talking to my friend and he said "What do you want to be when you grow up?", I didn't know what to say. I would reply "Many things" because obviously we're expecting to say job occupations. It didn't feel right though.

Then after a while, I was reflecting on the absolute and objectivity of Service to Others. Martin Luther King Jr. was someone I was reflecting on. He really created a difference in the world. (His historical deathbed site is in where I live and I have visited it when I was young)

Someone like him, most likely felt the surge of positivity when he read his intelligent speeches. So powerful, I bet it would hold him firm of 4th density. And accessing 4d + requires positivity and integrity.

I have read a speech before in my LA class (Said in my other blog), it felt positively powerful.

I know what I wish to be. I wish to be a Hero, after all, from this spirituality stuff - I'm aiming for Service to Others. It would be so awesomely powerful to be giving the speech from my heart to the kindred souls with open mind and heart - Shining my light at an intensity that everyone including me shed into tears of happiness.

Everyone has self-responsibility, everyone has their own choices. Empowering self will eventually empower others. This would make sense that everyone will have to save themselves if they desire to be free. To be a real Hero is to empower others.

- the PINK and GREEN Star!