Twin Flames, the Path, Love, Discernement

Every single message coming from anywhere and anyone has to go through our own hearts for validation. It is our own portal to Source and we all know that. Through our own internal portal, our Zero Point, we have a direct link to Source/Creator/All That Is/Divine Dude, whatever. Because we all have that unique flavour, that unique signature, every single living being is equally magnificent and special in Creator's eyes (infinite eyes? ;))  From Archangel Michael to that bird eating a McDonald's french fry in the parking lot, every thing is consciousness and has that same direct access. 

I'm always following certain guidelines when reading anything, whether it be called a "channeling" or just the 17th response to a blog somewhere.  Even song lyrics can be incredible channelings in my opinion and hold powerful love frequencies. I sometimes find myself attracted to certain songs only to realize years later why they resonated so much with me. "Love is the province of the brave" for instance, as a sentence that fueled me with hope no later than an hour ago.  It gave me a nugde of hope. 

And what about kids?  I was filming kids 2 years ago, a class project on poetry.  They had a guest poet and their teacher was there also.  So one kid steps up and has the shortest poem.  These kids were only 7 years old.  And with a very calm voice, the kid reads, "Paper can be torn apart; and my heart is made of paper".  That's it.  I was hiding behind my camera because that little sentence "earthquacked" me.  I turned around to look at the teacher, she was immobile, it was silence.  The poet had watery eyes. 

So, in my opinion, everyone and everything is a teacher; and a student.  That kid was a teacher for us back then.  And my brother AA Michael is still a student in his spare time, between his bowling games.  He'll never say "Follow me" or "Do this or that will happen" or "Do this or you will hurt me" or "Tell everyone I am the one to follow".  He'll say "you can do it, I trust you, have faith in yourself, love yourself, you're doing great, we're proud of you, you guys are warriors of love, yeeeeehaaaaa!".  He'll make you cry out of love and the words will be so simple.  It will be selfless service to love, just another drop of water on the tree of love growing in our heart or a ray of warm sun, helping us grow in love, ever upward towards our destiny, to remember we're all one, with no exception.

The main guidelines for me is how I feel after reading anything.  Empowered and filled with courage, faith and love are the key.  If all my attention is directed towards a certain individual, towards following anything other than my own heart, I feel mixed vibes.  Truth doesn't need justification.  If one's consciousness is heightened, it's like getting a diploma; one of endless diplomas to shoot for.  There's no end to this ascension, there's always new stuff to learn, always place to grow, always more love to embody, to share.  When you suddenly "break on though to the other side" and get a specific diploma, it's tempting to go back down that very ladder to show it to everyone.  And since everyone incarnated here on Earth has stuff to learn and come from thousands if not millions of other lifetimes, on Earth or elsewhere, everyone has a very unique path to follow. 

There is nowhere to go; not one direction better than another, and certainly no one else to follow but ourselves.  The previous Pisces era was just about that "Follow the Leader".  The New Earth is all about "Follow the only true leader, your Heart, not another one's heart".  We're all ONE up there, with no one more special than another one, although everyone different.  Our very origin is the exact same place.  We all started from the same exact place/thing, and that is Source/Creator, which is the purest love possible, which, I hope, we can't even begin to imagine.

There's been some kind of a confusion here in the last 2 days on a certain Twin Flame Couple.  I don't know if it was going on before that.  All I can say about this, is only trust your own heart.  There is truth in everything, but also ego everywhere.  Love and fear still co-exist here, since that's how the game is set up.  I still have ego in me my friends.  I still battle fear daily as some of you know ;)  Do not follow me or take any of my writing as anything other than another angle, another point of view, just another mirror.  I'm not a doorway, I'm not a key and have nothing to sell.  Yes, there's a part of me that would like for people to look at me like I'm soooo special.  I know which part of me wants that hehe!  But we all are very unique and as beautiful as anyone.  Or as ugly as anyone, doesn't matter.  Have you ever looked at your reflection in a lake?  If there is one iota of wind troubling the surface, you might look like a monster!  So no one holds the Truth but Creator/Source, and the only direct communication there is our Heart (and the new Verizon special Easter plan for just 79$ per month).  By focusing on Love within, our body, our inner alchemical furnace, begins to ignite our heart flame, more and more, and dissolves illusions one by one.   The only thing I can say is that our Path is within, our "mission" is to wake up our cells more and more, making peace with our own light and dark as they wake up one by one. 

When you step out of a new box, you might even think you've made it, because you see new light; but with it comes new dark... you then need to integrate both of these.  After that guess what?  That's right... new door.  Then find the key.  Where?  Again, within.  How?  Love.  Love is your life flashlight and Faith your weapon.  Then you find yet another door, another key, new light, new dark, integration, diploma, lull, new door, new key, etc.  It never stops. 

Last year, I thought I had made it!  Really.  I had found my soul mate.  My Twin Flame.  Everything was perfect.  Sacred Sexuality, rivers of Divine Inspiration, Infinity codes lit up, felt immortal, kundalini awakening, became stronger physically.  I must have repeated to my girlfriend every day that "Wind was passing through me; all my cells are beating as one". For one full month, my Higher Self was in my body.  I was looking at myself differently in the mirror, looking at everything differently in life, seeing visions, seeing "through" people, and everyone around me thought I was just plain weird hehe.  Anyway, it was the greatest feeling I ever felt.  Unexplainable.  I understood at that moment what bringing Heaven to Earth meant.  I was living eternally in the NOW moment.

So what happened?  How come everything went down?  Mmhhh... I was left by my girlfriend in october.  My twin flame!!!  She left me!  Why...?  God, why do this to me???

And after that, lost my job… lost friends… lost 80% of my stuff… that whole “dark night of the soul” journey.  Alone, more scared than ever.  I had given that girl my heart, my life, everything.  And she had done the same thing.  So… why this cruelty?  Why this feeling of the biggest betrayal imaginable??  My fellow lightworkers here picked me up with a spoon last December all the way through, well, maybe just a week ago.  I was feeling death crawling within me.  Dying, while being alive.  Why, why, why was I able to see, to live, to experience such amazing bliss, such profound connection, such love, only to have it taken away?  At that moment, with her, I thought I was “the one”.  I thought and even knew, deep within my heart that “we were the perfect couple”, we represented the perfect union, the perfect love.  In fact, as weird as it sounds, we even had tons of signs supporting that… our names, birthdates, astrological signs, ages, our paths, our families, careers, everything fit perfectly.  

Well… I do have some answers now.  My journey is not over.  I hadn’t felt that perfect, pure, unconditional love towards myself first, towards everything and everyone.  I thought that “she” was the one that offered me the perfect relationship that would make me experience that kind of love.  But I was the one to allow my love to flow to her.  And so if she was not there would I still be able to let this pure love flow through my heart?  The answer is no, I couldn’t.   I “needed” her to spark that love within me.  I needed someone or something on the outside to allow me to open that door.  I thought that without her, I would never be able to experience that love again.  (I still feel it a little bit hehe…)  That was and is still my present challenge.  I was engulfed in the most magical love I could’ve imagined.  We loved each other with a deep connection in every chakra.  The world outside disappeared when we made love.  She even told me that she woke up a few times during the night to look at me and my body was glowing light!  I was in heaven, on earth. 

And then, slowly, Life prepared me for my next step, my next lesson in Love.  I’m still in it.  It’s a biggie.  It’s the Loch Ness of monsters.  Everything is inside, we have a universe in our Heart, so really, I need nothing on the outside.  People, events, things and anything on the outside will teach us, will help us, will delight us and will bring us closer to what we are looking for: our Higher Selves.  And who we are, that Higher Self, I AM presence resides in Love, is Love and with that Love, we don’t need anything and anyone, we are living the Twin Flame Love internally, and are therefore able to Love everything and everyone as powerfully as we can, each moment, all the time, with no limits.

Twin Flame relationship are very possible and exist of course!!!!  But I'm sharing my personal side of a possible "blind spot" that can veil a key.  We all have our own path.  However, in my case, from my angle, I was given this lesson.  And there's an old saying that says "learn from the mistakes of others because you don't have the time to do them all yourself".  So, mistakes are gifts.  And therefore, I've been gifted a lot hehe.  I guess my lesson was, love yourself as much as others if you want balance.

Namaste beautiful family.