Beyond the Planck Barrier: Eclipse de Luna or your Past and your Future find they are the same destination

Illusion/ Clarity. That seemed to me to be the axis of the last eclipse. An apricot moon in a bowl of clouds. As shadow moved across her face, a veil,lavender grey and dreamy, she sought clarity amidst illusion. Luminous, pearl white clarity shifting to warm apricot. See, that's Neptune talking. The Pisces sun not to be outshone by Virginal eclipse de Luna. La Luna only reflects our soular light. Not the other way around.

Those were my thoughts then. Dreamy,undefined illusion seeking clarity.
Whooosh back beyond the Planck Barrier, 11 February. Clarity arrived with a bang. My multi-dimensional selves had two close encounters with the illusion of the third. This past year, as I found myself living beyond the Planck Barrier,the others that occupied my day-to-day world thought I was simply nuts. The Light Warrior in me ready to battle any dragon of darkness that I encountered and battle, I did. As I changed internally I expected,no, demanded, the exterior transform as well.
Then the Big Bang. The first bang was, after 3 1/2 years of Indigo insubordination, I arrived at work at 11AM to be fired. "Oh no!"you exclaim. My soul said..."Yes!" release from a toxic prison of fear and knee-jerk reaction, my Light barely a pinprick in their Illusion. So I left,free to create my next world, free to give it form and dimension.( Many folks these days are finding that what didn't fit their new skin simply falls off-or gets unceremoniously ripped away.) I felt a ferocious joy. Spent the day being very direct, taking all the necessary steps to "create this new world" then 12 hrs later...BANG. I've written previously about Atlanta drivers and their diagonal,pinballesque driving habits. I had managed to avoid any collisional encounters with bumpers, this time-missed the bumper(obstacle) that appear whap! before my eyes, so firmly focussed on said new future, but then BANG #2. Pinball-ricochet off of very large wall. Smack! into the illusion of the third kind. Thought I had so suavely navigated my way in and out of these dimensional shifts with barely a thought. BUT, it was 'thought' that brought me to that point. I 'thought' that needed to change my outside world to fit the inside. It occurred. I 'thought' I had transcended the Illusion of the Third kind. Surprise. Regardless of my 'thought' I was still firmly in the Illusion's grasp. And I think that is the point of clarity. You can live in your past, live in your future, but in living beyond the Planck Barrier,you will find they are the same destination. So Here and Now, I AM.

An aside of the humorous kind. been going through my past and found this from 14 years ago.
30 June 1994
What strange weather. The wild eddy and swirl of last week's wind and rain, shifting radically from downpour to dry, light to dark, winds whipping to dead calm still,subtly, well maybe not so subtly imprinted itself on me and my connections to the world.

A strange Elemental experiment run amok.

-"but Officer, it was the moon, not I,temporary lunacy..."

-After being struck by lightening,John could not walk the hardware store without instant stigmata.

-In February, rural Minnesotans resort to elctro-shock tap-dancing to relieve internal pressure.

Blessed BE my family of Light,
Toni