You are Captivating

My mom gave me a book by Stasi Elderedge called You are captivating celebrating a mothers heart.

But in order to get my point across on what it is i would like to say Iam going to have to give you some back round.

Well when I first started along my journey I had a craving a yearning, as we all do, to know my Creator to know where i have come from, to know where I belong, because it sure as hell is not here.

When I was small I always felt like I lived in a movie that this life was not real and where I lived and the things that happened to me were just all apart of this movie.

I constantly felt like i was being watched, and this followed me into my teen years, I could always feel presence of things around me and needless to say it confused me and I always felt like I never had any privacy.

Horrible things have happened to me, as Iam sure they have happened to everyone, and I found myself asking why me? why did it happen? and if God loved me so much why did God let these things happen?

As I started to move forward into my calling and a knowing from young and seeing through the lies within the bible and the control, I moved away from religion. It never made any sense to me. I remember at Sunday school I must have been about 5 when I was questioning the Sunday school teacher on what she was teaching us, and how she just accepted in blind faith, whether or not she agreed with it, it was what she was taught and was now teaching us. It was then that I made the decision to search for my answers some where else.

I have had a craving for information, it is as if Iam almost addicted to it to know everything to know it all, the UFOS, the ascended masters, the matrix, how the sacred geometry works, which religion matches with which religion, the science, the supporting evidence. I sometimes send myself into a complete spin around and around and just as soon as I think I understand something, I get more info that just throws me completely out. Iam in this place where all this "HOOO HAAA" has some how become my religion. I am not saying that none of this exist and that there are no angles or any of these things, all Iam saying is that sometimes we get so caught up in the magic of it that we forget the true magic of it all, the Source of it all.

So below is a passage from the book I mentioned above

"daughters of Eve, image bearers of a life-giving God, you are called to bring forth life. All of us. In our children, in our relationships, in our homes, and in the kingdom of God. Yes, it will cost you dearly. Just as it has cost God dearly to love. But he will tell you it is worth it."

I read this passage and I felt so warm so loved I came to the realization that as I love my daughter and as I have felt pain and experienced things, so has Source, so has God, and that the price of love is life the experience.

We can talk aliens, we can talk ascension, we can talk whether or not we will ascend, but all that matters above all this is Love, is Gods love for us that is why we exist, that is why the sun rises every day, that is why we live, that is why the planets turn, that is why we have a moon, that is why my heart beats because of Gods love for us all, and that is what matters. That is all that matters.

Lets not forget that Jesus biggest message to us all was not the aliens are coming or I can see your future, his one and only message was LOVE CONQUERS ALL.

Peace and Blessings
Lindsay