Daydreaming / Vision

I was working and during a massage I got the feeling of wandering through forests, scanning a landscape outward over several miles from a mountain range I was in. I was conscious in my work and also in this other, inner world. I walked along a ridge and saw several deer, and later a wolf. This happened for about two minutes real time, but felt as if I spent several days trekking. Needless to say I got more winded than usual, and drank a lot of water after that session. It happened again in the next session, and I walked the same area, but viewed from a mountain further ahead, in a sense it was opposite the one I was in before. I'm unable to directly connect it to anything else than the music I had in my player. I had changed to a new cd, Vangelis - Mythodea. Still.. It was amazing.

Recommending Vangelis - Mythodea for you if you have not heard it before.

I have had dreams of love coming to me, a feeling that a new gf may come into my life. I had two dreams about that. One where I look into a mirror, and she holds around my neck and kisses my cheeck, saying it will be all right. The second I can't recall now, because I didn't write it down. Both were reassuring. Then in the third dream, I met a friend of mine who had become overweight, bald and repulsive. He was angry, both at me and the world, but mainly at me, though he said so with innuendo and vague gestures that nevertheless were directly going for me.

I'd say that my self confidence is building, and that a challenge will be coming to me, where I may need to go beyond anger and frustration to look through what is hidden and see light within, and not judge by appearance or first impression.

The new year is here.