What is happening to me?

Today I met a woman I had never seen or met before.
She runs a community based center in a run down area of my city.
I sat down with her and we talked about the state of education and how it is affecting everything around us.
I found myself sat at the table with a goal - To reunite the segregated community that has risen to the surface.
I dug deep into this woman. She was shining her torch in this decaying building, almost without direction.
I made notes on her problems on who she is, what her place is in the community and what she desired.
She showed me around the building, and then when we where finished I hypnotized her so that she would forget that I had ever been there.

I didn't even realise I could hypnotize people. I don't even know why I set out to seek her!

What is going on?
Why am I doing this and what is my purpose?

I feel lie I am no longer in control of myself. I'm just a witness to all of this. My body tells me what to do and I go and do it. I have absoloutely no idea what is going on. Part of me is scared, and yet I feel acceptance for what I am doing.

I joined this site to find out more. I don't really understand all this talk of galactic people and what not. I just feel confused.

Can anybody explain why I am behaving like this?

Thanks,

Atmosphere