Just love at the UN /my Journey

Dear Friends, I want to share with you some of my experience at the UN last week. I wrote this journaling for a class I am doing called Contemplative Heart but I feel it is of relevance for all light workers.

I hope to share more as I have the time to do so.

Love and light in the one heart
Violet one
Annette
Isis~

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Dear Family, It has taken me awhile to sit with my intent in a focused way and find the time to contemplate as much as I would like. I am so grateful however for this course and Ravi’s guidance as it has given me the awareness to track my intent even though it may take me awhile to process it and put it down on paper.
The first lesson I spent some time with and I too was surprised at how skilled my mind was at making up a list of the many things it desired for my fulfillment. But when I shifted my focus to my heart there was a wonderfully simple and beautiful response. She spoke to me instantaneously like a beautiful fragrant flower unfolding she said, “yours is to be love.” I was pleasantly surprised at my hearts answer. Since my awakening last year I’ve asked for clarity of my service to the light and the answer keeps coming back pretty much the same every time “ to be love.” Well my ego mind takes this on and I ask myself, well what does this mean? What does this look like, feel like and taste like and so on? How do I live this in a practical way? I guess this is where my anxiety and doubt take over. As I was preparing to drive down to the UN in NYC last week where I was assisting with a workshop on visualizing sustainable peace through the doorway of climate change, I kept these questions close to my heart. Even getting down to NYC proved to be a tracking in and of itself, my usual drive from Boston to NYC I’m familiar with as I have driven this rode many times. But this time I was rushing and tiered and had to leave later in the evening than I would have liked. I did not check the weather before I left. I had heard in passing that there may be snow squalls off and on during the evening. As I drove into the night I tried to settle my mind as it was racing on about all the chaos I was feeling before I left. I finally settled down and started to feel the love vibrations permeate my being. The drive was going smoothly up until Hartford CT where I encountered an almost blinding snow squall it blanketed the road with white diamonds. However because I had left much later than I anticipated and needed to get to the city so I could rest up for the busy morning I had ahead of me, I was going at a speed that felt uncomfortable for me given the weather condition. But I was not the only one plowing ahead like it was perfect weather conditions so I figured it was ok to be traveling at this speed. And besides I was enjoying watching the snow and I was still feeling really grounded in the love and heart vibration as I drove. Just as I was feeling the warmth of the energy throughout my being I saw a car that had lost control on the black ice careen across the 4 lane highway. At first I saw it pass me a few meters ahead and I though it had rested on the breakdown lane to the left of my vision but to my surprise it spun out of control again this time directly toward me traveling at least 60 miles an hour. I instinctively slammed on the breaks which caused me to start sliding and spinning I felt surprisingly calm and I imagined protective netting surrounding the car I also called on God /Goddess and the Archangels to protect me. I missed the on coming spinning car by less then and inch and I spun almost as if in a swan dance to the right side of the snowy embankment and gilded to a halt. I noticed another car doing pretty much the same dance and also landing behind me in a similar fashion. I was a bit shaken but surprisingly grounded and calm actually I can say that fear had not entered my space throughout the whole episode. I asked myself what I was being told here, to trust my groundedness, my heart space perhaps? As I continued on more slowly into the snowy night I thought about what had happened back in Hartford. I had never come so close to having a major car accident or death and yet I felt almost giddy with groundedness? The next morning at the workshop I was tentative and daunted by the panel of expert diplomats and public servants who had come to sit on the discussion panel, some of them I knew from previous workshops and others I had just met but I was still very much aware of my relative lack of on the ground experience compared with these people who have incredible expansive knowledge in the areas of their expertise of global and national systems. But I tried to keep my intent of “to be love” in my center as long and as constant as I could. Part of my job during the 3 day workshop was to run around and do the behind the scene work for the women who organizes the workshop so at times it was not easy to maintain the desired energy alignment. Although this work I see as part of my service to love as well. So every time I had a moment I would try and recall what I know to be the love vibration within my core being. As the workshop progressed I took it all in. I felt my core being surfacing and diving into the depths of my existence.
The panels were wonderfully intellectual and full of well thought out presentations and the discussions were beautiful and full of the pure intents of the participants. Towards the end of the second day the organizer lead us through the mediations and visualization process. One of the questions we were to meditate on was “what does the world look like in 2013 after we have obtained a sustainable world peace and reversed climate change?” I was not sure this time what would come up for me although at the last workshop I did in June of last year I instantly saw a chakra rainbow haloing the earth. I was feeling much more this time it took me a few minutes to adjust to this shift in my thinking from my head to my heart but once I settled in all I felt was pure love. The organizer asked us to come back to the UN and allow our minds to see what our roles were here and what it looked like in 2013. All I saw was Love. I asked “what is my role here? The answer was “to be love.” Ok I thought this is wonderful but how am I going to share this with the rest of the participants of the workshop? The answer came back, “just be love.” Ok I was still not sure but I remember the feeling of trust I had has my car was spinning on the icy highway. Trust your heart, just trust. Do not doubt what your heart speaks. When it came time for me to share my experience with the group I felt confident in my vision. I said “It is my intent to be love, to manifest love as a transformative power.” Wow I thought this is what my heart said as I first started tracking. I came up with the love plan for world peace however idealistic and simple it may have seemed to my listening audience. Ok, I said “We need to implement a culture of love and peace, this sounds pretty simplistic I know but, anything that is not based on love needs to go. How does this work? Well we ask our self when making choices individually and collectively whether it is a decision based on love or fear? Are we acting out of love for ourselves, love for each other and love for the planet? Or are we acting out of fear for our perceived lack of safety, lack of material recourses or national harm? The whole War, chaos and poverty cycles are based on decisions based on fear and lack does this paradigm work anymore? NO ! We need to shift to a love based culture we need to start asking ourselves if we are creating out of love or fear as we move into the future. Anyone for the economy of love? This would be an economy based on the inclusion, nurturing and fair treatment of all involved including the planet and her recourses. I envisioned a world where we built systems based on love. I went on and people seemed stunned but moved at the simplicity of my answers. After we finished sharing one of the participants came up to me and said. “You know when you were speaking and said, I’m called to just be love, I was thinking how you are love, you don’t have to DO anything you just are love, you radiate and emanate love and it transforms everyone in the room. I thanked him for his profound observation and thought to myself what a wonderful confirmation of my hearts intent. I have no doubt now that the universe supports our hearts intent. I’m profoundly grateful for this experience and this opportunity to track the process. It is my intent to work with and be this new paradigm shift in the new culture of love and peace.

Namaste Annette Isis~