Convent Dream

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I've been having this miserable dream for years, usually a couple of times a month- hope someone can give me some insight into it: I have joined a convent to become a nun and I am deeply unhappy there. I don't feel as though I am a part of the community. But I can't leave because I haven't reached the rock bottom point of unhappiness yet. Along with this I have given up a really great job to join the convent which I will never be able to get back. The frustration of losing the job and being so unhappy in the convent is just so miserable. Nothing ever get resolved, the dream just keeps repeating with slightly different details but the same old theme. Thanks kindly!